OMNICELL's Blog

by **OMNICELL** on Tue May 20, 2025 12:36 am

Goals.
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Im starting over; Literally; Im already in; Im there; Im here… Now what. Im half way like any new child into the world; Im in shock… Im just kind of here. Now what! What do I do now! Where am I… Im new!
Im here as is. I have God and the success based work I do to move forward with faith in success based thinking. SO far; it appears to be strengthening my resolve and belief in success based goals; Goals backed by an education or science behind the goal process. And I believe in it. I have GOd...
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Here I am. I have nothing; I have everything… ? I have an idea....
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Here I am….
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Its a place where I want to make great strides. This is that area of self actualization and competence I am combining under God; this dance bringing about the interactions of real change.
If Ive been working on gaining settlement in Desires of the past; This is the time period of such things…
If ive been working on Dating women again; this will be the time period… If I want a house; this will be a time period or if I want a drum room; This will be the time period for significant gains; Gains that take me over the starting line into the unknown into no mans land beyond no-mans land onto new lands and society where Foundations are built in reality and can be shown in reality; The building of something real on each Goal point will be proven… This is the time period of real things… to participate in reality. For this to happen; I have to become a society man within reality. I have to become suave.
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If I want more money; this will be the time I prove it through work or some other means working with God.
This will be a place or time of owning a car
this will be a time of a new place to live associated with the ability to drum; meaning a drum room or a house; Something…
Is this a time period of wife family children. I don’t know or; a real house; large house; I don’t know.
Or complete economic answers to my desires; I don’t know…
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THe Football Game;
But this is the time period of not just planning for the football game; but This time; it will be time to put the team together and get out on the football field with other teams and play the game… Thats where Im at.
Stressful is a good word for it; but with gaining a foothold in the realities of my desires/goals.
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This means; a real development of a car; a house; or drum room; girlfriend… Money… It is now. How long is this season; it depends on how long it takes for these things to be established. The establishment of these goals determines how long this season lasts. What this means; It means working at things in the real world until they are completed. How long is a war? Its the same thing; its real; Im fighting for what I want and its real establishment foothold into realities...
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This has to do with responsibility. And working with others… and working mainly with God and sponsors...
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NOTE; Dealing with Rejection and failure...
Dealing with rejection and failure;
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Rejection and failure will be all over this thing… I mean; all over it; bloody with different forms of defeat, setbacks of all kinds; immaturities, running out of everything… rejections; betrayals…
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All kinds of loneliness until I learn properly how to hit those goals; how to find the proper land for them and start the realistic building process.
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Im very much like the homestedd’r of the 1800’s in my country who crosses the middle of my country to the other side looking for something better; starting my own ranch; building my own empire or house or family… Ill be building my own family this time…
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And Im starting from nothing but a dream or idea and half baked broken disabled personality and mind… I have God and a good idea and a support group.
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Im working with Gods ideas… and with Gods help and ideas; I make gains into reality again with...

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by **OMNICELL** on Mon May 19, 2025 12:06 pm

Next level;
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My Goals;
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Goals are turning into; within; a pipe line; in similar direction; tethered together…
Goals are showing signs of getting stronger; stronger; bunched together heading down the same track; in the same realm going from my imagination into No Mans land; out for No mans like into of present reality. Like a Pipe line of oil being transported; flowing from one state to another.
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This means its been developing in my imagination. Goals have been struggling slowly appearing through much work in my imagination. However; Now; they are turning into real desires within reality. This; meaning, from fantasy realm to reality. This means Im getting strengthened in reality. This is important because the goals Im interested in are not in lolly lolly land; Disney land or The Fugi channel of puppets; or dark purple Unicorn land; Because my goals or being thrown out in an imagination and manifested way; there is a theory behind them; a planning strategy on how to think and grow rich; in an imaginative reality.
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Goals; Suddenly they seem so much more strong. They seem more unified. And the desires for my goals are strengthened.
In fact; I could say; The “ Real Desires”; The real inner form or structure of a desire; the real desire themselves have appeared; have appeared in reality. But not quite; they are being protected; they are not in reality yet; they are right outside reality houz’d in a special place; a spiritual vortex where they can develop.
Think of a Car in an underground garage; where its been worked on in a safe place; engine overhaul. When the engine is ready to go; the car will be for the outside world…
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In my 20’s yearly 20’s and middle 20’s; Well; something; I was living with Grandma and could not function; She paid for everything. I learned nothing; had no future; no interest in a future; no plans; My mind was hurt; damaged and I could not function… I was helpless… I needed to be in a nut house…
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So; I was far gone and learned nothing; I had no one; nothing. No one cared about me; nothing.
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So; here I am now after years and years and years of work; and an unuasual intersect is occuring; The concept of Desires; it has strengthened; almost like leveling up in a video game to a point of much more powerful; confidence and capable.. they are super charged; these Desires and they are all running down the same track together… and the end result looks or visualizes like a unison of goals all appearing and manifestation in the same back yard; and the backyard is a manifestation.
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In addition to that or this; is the change in Wife perspective; Now; its much clearer of who I want as a wife; Someone who is inline with my goals. And some one sent from God; and someone who is a helper from God for the development of my goals… who wants to help; who loves me so much or adores me so much; They want to help me; and help me develop… God sent…
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And this frequency of what Im looking for is coming from God; God is running everything; and running the show; Im simply tapping into it to allow God to show me what is going on; and Im getting it; and it reminds me of when I was a child and how I saw things innocently or was excited by things innocently; the future possibilities for my life.
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This state Im in; Im becoming; secretly is the most of what I could have ever asked the universe for. Im becoming someone and somewhat of a hungry go get’r for my future; with all spirit and confidence to do so; to believe in my direction; Nothing could be better then this.
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However; Im a damaged person; and this weighs upon me; and Im an immature person and this weights upon me; but in the case of maturity; To believe I can mature and develop into my goals; its happening right now; so Im believing Ill change; because Im already changing in that direction; Ive been changing in that direction.
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In fact; The part of me th...

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by **OMNICELL** on Sun May 11, 2025 7:55 am

Drum stuff; This is the next level of the things Im working on; Getting back my drumming is the next step…
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Strangely but maybe not; I understand concerning my heart. That does not mean I have a girlfriend. But My heart seems to be aligned and Ive learned; like in the last few hours since the last meeting not to dissociate or that I have to; I could see the deep deep light from the universe; God Jesus; Holy spirit; align within the center of me And hold there… And I did… and it did…
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And so I get it; I am to hold there; and with that; that attracts at that frequency; So; My heart is back…
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Drumming; This is the next step; It requires that I see myself in a whole new situation; a whole new place.
So; I have to see myself in a whole other quantum leap. A whole other living situation. I have to work with the universe and connect to that new place; its mandatory that I get this part of things figured out. This means I stop being a victim.
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A women came into the meetings yesterday; I had’nt seen her for many years; she said she remembered me because I was working on drumming then as I was now; she remembered me talking about drumming.
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I shocked me because it kind of took the value of today out of what I was talking about. I was making strides in drumming right now; a bit more committed then before. She wouldnt have know this.
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What was important?
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Many years ago when I was talking about drumming; I was talking about everything being blocked; about 10 things; including drumming; creating and writing music; actually performing a piece of music in the public; singing; learning to memorize a song. Playing music with others… Creating Art work and putting it into a gallery setting of some kind…
Having any kind of defined Purpose in life and Art… And many other things…
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Since then Ive had a renewed interest in drumming. So; she is hearing about drumming again…
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However; what she doesn’t know…
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These things have been accomplished.
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1. Art creation; the ability; that means finished art and the ability to create it anytime I want….
2. Music creation; the ability to create it any time I want… and finish a piece.
3. Putting a story with words music on a video channel on youtube… \
4. Learning to memorize a song…
5. Art History and Purpose… meaning; I have Purpose; its starts with Art History…
6. Singing in public; and or playing an instrument in public with confidence loudly
7. Playing music with others; I play guitar with another guy; we have practiced and Im singing while doing so…. At his place; that means Ive left my apartment for new surroundings…
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These are a few of them…
However; One of the main areas or losses of my last life is drumming. This will require a drum room to practice in. And or; playing anywhere I can to practice and ending up playing live.. and appreciating it.
This also requires a journey; a drum journey under God… That means drum pathways; starting from nothing. I call upon the universe for help to unlock pathways and opportunities for me to become drum self actualized. Ultimately it means a practice space to play drums…
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A practice space to play drums.
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This might be the biggest challenge Ive ever had… I can feel the fear and the unknown. I have to believe. Thats the first part of the work. Next; is getting rid of all doubt. I have to imagine Im in a practice room looking out the windows and seeing the world go by. With that feeling like Im already there.
Im learning to assume Im already there… and that is the biggest hardest part…
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But have to do it and learn it. If I want something new… and I do… I want something better for myself.
I want my freedom back…
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Under God; this is the next challenge or goal. This will take tremendous amounts of work…
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Other challenges; Im old; shoulders have tendentious; when that flairs up; no go; no drumming. So...

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by **OMNICELL** on Sun May 11, 2025 5:33 am

My heart has completed a journey; I get it…
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Im trying not to dissociate my heart; Ive been able to stay awake to experience the full range of my heart aligned with the universe and not dissociate; so I get it… its aligned; Now what…
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Im seeing them from a different perspective… This unlocking process allows me to love again; a women.
Who what where when why; I don’t know.
Ive seen a few women I know of; I find them adorable; I could be with one of them. But God would have to pick them out or make things happen.
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I understand from the past; if I sweep them off their feet; they’r mine. I get it…
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I don’t know if Im ready for that; that seems to much to me; to much reality right now; we will see… but that is; only if the universe has picked them will I know.
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OK; Well; if the inside of me is getting aligned. Now; the outside has to get aligned and that means money and things; things like drum rooms and cars n houses and such…
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We will see; that is the next big step; dealing with all of that. Learning to trust the process so I can believe…

by **OMNICELL** on Sat May 10, 2025 11:21 pm

I want a Drum Room
I live in State Housing; I cannot drum or set up a Drum set in state Housing apartments; Electronic Drums kits are a joke concerning noise; They make just as much striking noise; almost; as a real acoustic set; as far as a neighbor is concerned.
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So;
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I looked into Storage units; I was honest with them; Some of the managers were business like and some where nice; But in 2025 They do no let people linger around the storage property; one is only suppose to store there stuff and then get out… They are not suppose to hang out there for any reason. So; Storage units are out.
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Im now onto the next phase. Im using laws of attraction and the Book; Think and Grow rich to develop into someone who attracts a shed or room of some kind I can drum in.
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How do I feel about it; The first most important part is to believe; I must learn to believe Ive already got that new Drum room. Also; No doubts. I can have no doubts about it. And I can learn to do this through success based thinking techniques.
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I am to assume Ive got that Drum even; Even tho I have no idea HOW this will happen; That is up to the universe.
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I will set forth on paper; pathways from the universe leading to a drum room… and imagine Im walking through new scenarios to get there; All in my imagination. When it becomes real in my imagination; it will be time for it to be real in the real world…
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I will start to attract this drum room.
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Where am I at right now. Im in the believing and most importantly; Breaking through the Doubting stage. That is where Im at… Im working on the doubting part of things; learning how to flesh out doubting aspect in my thinking process and learn to believe Ive already Got it. Thats what Im working on now.
Its a bit of a stretch for me. All of this; Ive got Hit points. Meaning anchor points all along the number line from start to finish. From where I start from the beginning; the first steps toward a Drum room. I start this exercise and finish it completely; I see myself in this drum room………….
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Here is the key; I am the one doing the work to believe; Im working with God co creating my new future; it takes what ever it takes; its that simple. I have to earn my way and learn to believe even when I receive a thousand phone calls with a NO Answer; when I call if anyone has a room I can have or rent or buy or what ever; for playing drums within.
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I may have to talk to God about buying a house; when I have no idea how that can happen. Or maybe Ill be renting a room at an old building with thick walls; I don’t know. Ill have to find out. Ill have to work with God to find out what happens; the pathways…
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No one owes me anything; Its life on lifes terms. And I have to learn that; And that Ill be OK. Ill learn how to go out and Hustle for myself. Thats what so scary; That part of my life was shut down by sexual abusers.. and so forth. So; Ill be open up that part of myself; Also; this was a time period of False friends appearing real; when in reality I had no friends; no one… Im learning… I have allot of fatigue to go through. Allot of challenges and learning… if I want a Drum Room. Ill have to learn to see it first in my imagination and work toward it becoming a reality…
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Ill be going out there in the real world and attempting to make it so. This will be the first time Ive done that with just about any concept; To fight for what I believe in or want; out in the real world.
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Amen.
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Ill have to do the work to get it!

THINK AND GROW RICH

Goals are turning into; within; a pipe line

Drum stuff; This is the next level of the things Im working on

My heart has completed a journey; I get it…

I want a Drum Room

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