June 2025
May 2025
So; Relationship and work issues; will end on this blog; Ive learned what I was suppose to learn... and will wait awhile until God sends me down a new path.
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New Blog; throwing out several other blogs of information; decided to move on.
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Ive been exposing more n more of my self-story at meetings; getting much more vulnerable. Still very hard because I come from a family system up to 8 years old and then it was gone and all things with it. So; that is my history.
I don’t have allot of normal things to share. I share my anger and frustration and pain; and thats what needs to be shared; many times lately people don’t want to hear it; they don’t want to see me get better.
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Ive been threatened before about being kicked out of meetings; out of the recovery process.
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Today I really let it out. I wont be surprised if someone stops me at the next meeting and talks to me about how I share at meetings.
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Im in a strange weigh point… Im right in the middle of going in a new direction. Im so desolate and alone right now; lonely is a good word for it; but from being alone!
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Im not sure how long this will last.
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I can see where everything is going; but it will take much work to break through these walls back inot my childhood completely; back into that life of that 8 year old completely; that is the goal.
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Its hard right now; and will be hard I think braking into life at this point; slow going. Its about not avoiding anymore... This is going to be hard.
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