Hrmm what is there to say of my psychology?

I am aware of invert narcissist, covert narcissist and autism traits to my personality. Also emotional codependency - HOWEVER I have functioned with loneliness for so long that I seem to be... over it? Though the lack could explain delusions and delusional beliefs. Though I can find rational ways to explain away those.

I feel like I'm changing... That's possible right?

I've become so increasingly self-centred (but secretly so) and pondered more anti-social things as well as my own extreme lack of consideration for morals, believing I'm above morals, that I'm superior. I do believe these things. It seems like through logical happenings (religious, spiritual, psychic ideas) I've been let through logical emotions (disappointment, anxiety, delusions) to have become something like the natural psychology of more socially disturbed folk. Hrmm.