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back again by Charlton12 on Mon Aug 17, 2015 8:39 am
Has been a long while since I posted my last entry. Various reasons, but besides the point. I am going to keep up with the blog, as I feel it does really help. So far, still going strong. I am keeping away from any behaviours that I would feel the need to lie about still, but I think that is probably just best practice anyway, as obviously if I am feeling the urge to lie about doing something or not doing it, then I am either ashamed of the action or I just plain know that it's wrong. I still don't speak to my wife about things as much as she would like, and I have yet to initiate any conversation about how I am feeling or if I am struggling. I know that this gets to her, as she worries about what I might be doing behind her back, what I might be hiding, and it is all justified, with good reason from my past behaviour. However, I really have nothing to hide at the moment. It is hard for me to believe, let alone her, the victim of my many, many lies over the years. As good as things are getting between the two of us at the moment, I know she is waiting for me to mess up again. I hope to prove her wrong.

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solving the abandonment problem by OMNICELL on Mon Nov 19, 2018 1:47 am
Im getting better; more stabled! Ive had about 20 years of 12 step work recovery in addition to half a life of therapy and other things! In addition; 5 years of success based thinking coaching; type...

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Hope has come back socially by OMNICELL on Sun Nov 18, 2018 2:43 am
I have to work with the universe with a working plan for dealing with the outsides world!

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I see so many different worlds or pasts or " outsides", in my head! I must get help to understand...

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Haven't met any women because; I haven't ben around any by OMNICELL on Sun Nov 18, 2018 2:00 am
Im not sure why Im not getting the denial! Ive never been around any quality women or qualifying women of interest; non! So; why should I b_tch when Ive had no luck with women; its not true that Ive...

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Dream Diary #18 by thegentlepath on Sat Nov 17, 2018 8:01 pm
“No Lock”

I’m walking up a paved road. It’s pleasant & in nature. I see a sweet boy I remember from childhood & we walk close together comfortably. I’m retrieving my bike, but I haven’t locked. Thi...

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purposelessness by Squaredonutwheels on Sat Nov 17, 2018 4:31 am
my new purpose alludes me
do i need a purpose?
i am a sharpened weapon
brutally crafted of suffering for suffering
there is nothing to cut
nothing to be swung at
nothing to bleed for
nothing to sweat and...

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Re: Entry 15 by Snaga on Wed Nov 14, 2018 5:19 am
If your therapist has been around any, I'd be surprised if she was completely unaware of your sexual kinks! Maybe even that you have them, but at least, she will have heard them from other people, or...

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Re: programming: how my abuser silenced me by Johnny-Jack on Thu Nov 08, 2018 3:41 pm
As we delve into this further using EMDR in therapy, we're finding that the father needed to "blab" to us before, during or even separately from abuse. He would tell us things he did at work...

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Re: Connection? by thegentlepath on Fri Nov 02, 2018 5:43 pm
Also, Man’s Search for Meaning by Victor Frankl is an excellent book. You can choose your attitude. It’s simple, but it’s not easy.

Re: 10 Hours Sleep by thegentlepath on Thu Nov 01, 2018 12:06 am
Also enjoyed 1 glass red wine before 6pm.

Re: Living with an Addict by thegentlepath on Wed Oct 31, 2018 3:56 pm
Get yourself to Nar-Anon. It’s for the friends & family members of addicts. You need & deserve more support than the internet can provide. Don’t get me wrong, journaling is helpful, but it’s not e...

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