June 2025
May 2025
Beginning to move forward…. What does this mean.
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As for music; Im starting to watch videos of producers creating music in real time and on the fly and looping; and showing how they work with a live keyboard rigs for live playing. They are using software created for performing players in music creation. And Im watching more n more because thats where Im going;
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1. What type of music gear and how much gear for playing live do I want to invest in
2. There philosophy on how to create for live playing and be creative in a performance…
3. How much do I need to learn and how to I practice for live playing… How is it done; Ive got plenty of videos on it;
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Whats important is; Im watching them because Im on the edge of my own reality right now moving into a new realm…
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Im writing stories about playing live and creating music; positive stories of how much I love working with music and creation process with my computer… and I continue to write these notes of appreciation for getting to perform and play live. Im watching with all intent. I mean; Im watching from the point of view of actually going out into the real world to perform; making it a reality..
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Girlfriends;
Im writing stories about girlfriends from all aspects of what I want… details.
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Im seeing myself when young and realizing I never stopped anyone midway that I liked and walked up to them and told them that I wanted a relationship with them; I wanted them and I did not want to lose them. I don’t want to lose you; please don’t leave me… I don’t want you to leave me; I don’t want to lose you. I like you; I like being around you; please give me another chance!
I never walked up to the people I liked and confessed to them…
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Why would I do such a thing? I would do it if God commanded it; meaning; I had permission and this might be someone I want to be around or hang around with… Ill have to trust God with this kind of thing…
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Whats most important; Im seeing myself take things further concerning where I was at when young with people I was interested in.
I have a direct movement from the universe to explore the idea of taking things further when young; not dropping out or dropping away but instead walking up to the person and telling them how I feel; and how I felt was; I did not want to lose them. I wanted them; I loved being around them and with them and do not want to lose them.
Im suggesting these concepts be applied to stories when young. In the real world Im more talking about how to handle things smoothly from the beginning.
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I never told someone I didn’t want to lose them directly… And what God is telling me is; I must learn; I have to do this; they have to know how I feel or they owe me nothing… They have to know where I stand with them; once this is told or established and they don’t want to go any further; fair enough; however, Theyve got to know something of how I feel about them or they will just wonder off and start over with someone else forgetting all about me. I want that to stop; God wants that to stop; God wants me trained into telling someone how I feel about them when I need to tell them so they wont leave…
I want someone knowing clearly what my intentions are; and they can go from there… Ill pray about it. But I have to tell them or there is no beginning relationship of any kind…
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All of this advancing is done and practiced in writing… Ill ask God for people; the right people to show up and practice with. It starts in writing with new stories...
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MUSIC AND RELATIONSHIPS:
In both cases; Im seeing myself prepare and work toward real events I create happening in the real world.
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I have to admit that going out into the real world when it comes to relationships; Ive never done it; not like normal people; not like regular people; not like the regular guy or girl working with a higher power that has to go through the ropes of dating or getting to know people until they work through a number of people and are willing to work toward the right person. Ive not done any of that!
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What happened to me when young was just horrible. I was around people that didn’t like me; didn’t value me; didn’t see me; didn’t appreciate anything about me. I was forgettable to them; those are not the kinds of people I want to associate with or ever have relationships with or get near again. However, it will probably happen again several times; so; what do I do?
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Who is to blame for meeting these people or spending time with them? I am. I hurts to say that but if I want a real life Im going to have to learn to take responsibility for it and learn how to do things just like everyone else. And Im no longer blaming the other person because they never had feelings for me in the first place.
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Today; Im interested in learning and developing in relationships. Ill have to go through the ropes…
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I am working with a higher power and will align with a higher power; Im working with the laws of attraction and I believe in them; I believe they were brought to me by God to help me! So….
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The key for me. Ive got to learn to walk away and not get bent out of shape because things don’t work out between me and others in relationships; and Ive got to learn to just move on and meet new people…
So; Ill pray about all this.
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When I meditate and work with the universe; the idea is; with a strong enough signal to the universe the universe will start sending like minded people my way for a relationship; all I have to do is recognize them; so; Ill be praying and meditating on all of this stuff everyday and see what happened; what direction the universe is going to send me first.
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