July 2025
June 2025
Changes are occurring….
Incredible changes; but its not easy; but it is real…
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God is responsible for all things occurring;
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Changes are occurring….
Incredible changes; but its not easy; but it is real…
.
God is responsible for all things occurring;
.
Its magnificent; what is happening. But its not easy; its real; real change…
.
Fear! Its like coming out of the darkness of a cave; everything that was in the cave is gone… For I come out into the light and everything is not what it seemed; for everything was shadows on the walls.
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Im coming into a new life…
What does this mean; I don’t know; I have to deal with the tragedy of the past… For; their would be no escape from the death of my past life… I did not make it. I died…
.
In the video games I play ( My Hobby); One of them; When one is overwhelmed by the enemy; They die… However; I can push a keyboard button and I am resurrected back to life again… and I start over; the game starts over and continues.
.
And so; this is what happened to me; I died. And all was gone; and I was in the shadows of the dark… And I was re seeded into the ground In an other ground somewhere I do not know; Only God knows where the Garden is; And I was a seed; and the young me from the past; my original soul with God; I was allowed to poor water on the ground and plant food along with God as sun; Sun Light; And I was able to put plant food and water onto myself; My self in the ground… For with God being in control and power; I was given permission to feed my new self by my old self.. the spirit that was left… and the new me; the new life was sprouting like a plant for I Was a plant re planted as seed; and Now the new me was growing; and the child in me under God was taking care of me… and I begin to grow… And grow I did or have.
.
I am now a complete plant outside in the sun growing… I am not complete yet; but I am showing signs of being completely beyond the past life that died. The spirit of who I was is under Gods control now; and that spirit is the one who feeds me and pours water from the cistern on me daily.
.
I am now stretching my new arms and legs and body as I wake up… I am slowly shedding the past memories and limitations of the past life the still linger as past aberrations or trapped ghost thoughts.
.
What do I remember; I remember the house I lived in as a child and those experiences up to 9 years old; Anything else does not exist as legitimate; it is all death… And God has me now; God has taken a hold of me during those times and is in control of my body and mind of that time; protecting me; working with me as I was dying away. I was being twisted and destroyed by evil on every front. I had no protection. However; After falling asleep; God came in and took over…
.
And I am here now; slowly waking up; but not true; Ive already awakened. And Now Im slowly getting used to this new life.
.
Its not easy; but the spiritual renaissance occuring in me is purely of a depth of magic…
.
NOTE: It is uncomfortable going through this; terrifying. Im being reborn as a plant and grown; and the past is gone…
So; nothing is easy here…
.
My trust in God is back again as if Im a little kid.. So I depend on God again; and am slowly getting inline with God again; and I depend on God as his son… His small child son. God is my Mother and my Father.
And I am back under Gods care again and under God and God is in control. And from here my life is developing again.
.
The real me; the inner child has been re-birthed under God; God is my Mother and Father… And this new Mother and Father are taking care of me this time.
.
So; the deeper part of me is present again in reality; slowly learning cautiously… as this part of me is present; I deal with the reality of real in my present situation…
.
I have goals…
.
One of those goals is a girlfriend; for I have never had one… All of that time period I was dying… and being destroyed; I was fooled by criminal minded people who were masters at deception; and with no conscious; I was brutally lied to and fooled onto a place of being destroyed.
.
Here I am now; with no maturity or background; Im am innocent… I am starting over… But have no more protection or power. God has the power; I am just myself.
.
I am not used to being around people that care about me…
.
I do not know who to trust.
.
Monsters….
.
.
So; God is growing me. And I have to learn to trust God over anything I see with my eyes out in front of me right now…
.
I must learn to hang on to the stories of my future… But this requires experience. Ill need more growth time to become strong enough to stand on my own roots in the garden…
.
God wants me wills me to be a person in the garden and only attract those that value who I am in the garden… I don’t go out to them anymore. I become myself and attract.
.
Its possible that those I attract are of a higher frequency… much higher so I must become at this higher awareness…
.
For God has taken over as Family.. God is my Mother and Father who has come in to take me back or take me over and take care of me where I was thrown away.
.
Its a very interesting concept; its like Heaven On Earth literally.
.
I was put to sleep; God woke me up!
.
So; here I am now in a new reality but Im growing where I was asleep before; However; I also deal with the realities and I don’t get to go to sleep; instead; I turn to God my Master for help. And grown. For I am connected with God as a little child slowly growing in God.. As if I am part of God connected to God.. Im in that stage; maybe that of a 7-8 year old… And God is treating me. God is taking care of me slowly innocently.
.
I am not strong enough yet… I am not old enough yet. I am very young and vulnerable within. I have to go through those ages when very young; 4-9 where God will be their for any questions I have; and support.. For God is my Mother and Father… and Jesus is my Master and my friend. The Holy spirit is my Uncle… and The Angels are my Army sent from God to protect me; The blue Angels…
.
I am protected by the Universe… God is growing me slowly…
.
Im like young boy from 0-5- Being relearned how to grow and develop; God is helping me silently; silently I grow… I grow in the garden….
I am being grown away.
.
These next few years are very important to me… They are real development years where I learn new things; things that give me interest in life and learning how to stand on my own 2 feet and protect myself.
We will see…
.
NOTE; Purpose; anthusiasm for direction; seeing a future... having faith and hope and confidence built in.
.
I have goals and will work on believing Ill get those things through God I wish for; desires I demand God for… I will work for them under God… I will slowly learn how to pray to God and bow down to God; Amen… . But its not easy; its real; real change…
.
Fear! Its like coming out of the darkness of a cave; everything that was in the cave is gone… For I come out into the light and everything is not what it seemed; for everything was shadows on the walls.
.
.
Im coming into a new life…
What does this mean; I don’t know; I have to deal with the tragedy of the past… For; their would be no escape from the death of my past life… I did not make it. I died…
.
In the video games I play ( My Hobby); One of them; When one is overwhelmed by the enemy; They die… However; I can push a keyboard button and I am resurrected back to life again… and I start over; the game starts over and continues.
.
And so; this is what happened to me; I died. And all was gone; and I was in the shadows of the dark… And I was re seeded into the ground In an other ground somewhere I do not know; Only God knows where the Garden is; And I was a seed; and the young me from the past; my original soul with God; I was allowed to poor water on the ground and plant food along with God as sun; Sun Light; And I was able to put plant food and water onto myself; My self in the ground… For with God being in control and power; I was given permission to feed my new self by my old self.. the spirit that was left… and the new me; the new life was sprouting like a plant for I Was a plant re planted as seed; and Now the new me was growing; and the child in me under God was taking care of me… and I begin to grow… And grow I did or have.
.
I am now a complete plant outside in the sun growing… I am not complete yet; but I am showing signs of being completely beyond the past life that died. The spirit of who I was is under Gods control now; and that spirit is the one who feeds me and pours water from the cistern on me daily.
.
I am now stretching my new arms and legs and body as I wake up… I am slowly shedding the past memories and limitations of the past life the still linger as past aberrations or trapped ghost thoughts.
.
What do I remember; I remember the house I lived in as a child and those experiences up to 9 years old; Anything else does not exist as legitimate; it is all death… And God has me now; God has taken a hold of me during those times and is in control of my body and mind of that time; protecting me; working with me as I was dying away. I was being twisted and destroyed by evil on every front. I had no protection. However; After falling asleep; God came in and took over…
.
And I am here now; slowly waking up; but not true; Ive already awakened. And Now Im slowly getting used to this new life.
.
Its not easy; but the spiritual renaissance occuring in me is purely of a depth of magic…
.
NOTE: It is uncomfortable going through this; terrifying. Im being reborn as a plant and grown; and the past is gone…
So; nothing is easy here…
.
My trust in God is back again as if Im a little kid.. So I depend on God again; and am slowly getting inline with God again; and I depend on God as his son… His small child son. God is my Mother and my Father.
And I am back under Gods care again and under God and God is in control. And from here my life is developing again.
.
The real me; the inner child has been re-birthed under God; God is my Mother and Father… And this new Mother and Father are taking care of me this time.
.
So; the deeper part of me is present again in reality; slowly learning cautiously… as this part of me is present; I deal with the reality of real in my present situation…
.
I have goals…
.
One of those goals is a girlfriend; for I have never had one… All of that time period I was dying… and being destroyed; I was fooled by criminal minded people who were masters at deception; and with no conscious; I was brutally lied to and fooled onto a place of being destroyed.
.
Here I am now; with no maturity or background; Im am innocent… I am starting over… But have no more protection or power. God has the power; I am just myself.
.
I am not used to being around people that care about me…
.
I do not know who to trust.
.
Monsters….
.
.
So; God is growing me. And I have to learn to trust God over anything I see with my eyes out in front of me right now…
.
I must learn to hang on to the stories of my future… But this requires experience. Ill need more growth time to become strong enough to stand on my own roots in the garden…
.
God wants me wills me to be a person in the garden and only attract those that value who I am in the garden… I don’t go out to them anymore. I become myself and attract.
.
Its possible that those I attract are of a higher frequency… much higher so I must become at this higher awareness…
.
For God has taken over as Family.. God is my Mother and Father who has come in to take me back or take me over and take care of me where I was thrown away.
.
Its a very interesting concept; its like Heaven On Earth literally.
.
I was put to sleep; God woke me up!
.
So; here I am now in a new reality but Im growing where I was asleep before; However; I also deal with the realities and I don’t get to go to sleep; instead; I turn to God my Master for help. And grown. For I am connected with God as a little child slowly growing in God.. As if I am part of God connected to God.. Im in that stage; maybe that of a 7-8 year old… And God is treating me. God is taking care of me slowly innocently.
.
I am not strong enough yet… I am not old enough yet. I am very young and vulnerable within. I have to go through those ages when very young; 4-9 where God will be their for any questions I have; and support.. For God is my Mother and Father… and Jesus is my Master and my friend. The Holy spirit is my Uncle… and The Angels are my Army sent from God to protect me; The blue Angels…
.
I am protected by the Universe… God is growing me slowly…
.
Im like young boy from 0-5- Being relearned how to grow and develop; God is helping me silently; silently I grow… I grow in the garden….
I am being grown away.
.
These next few years are very important to me… They are real development years where I learn new things; things that give me interest in life and learning how to stand on my own 2 feet and protect myself.
We will see…
.
I have goals and will work on believing Ill get those things through God I wish for; desires I demand God for… I will work for them under God… I will slowly learn how to pray to God and bow down to God; Amen…
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