My heart has completed a journey; I get it…
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Im trying not to dissociate my heart; Ive been able to stay awake to experience the full range of my heart aligned with the universe and not dissociate; so I get it… its aligned; Now what…
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Im seeing them from a different perspective… This unlocking process allows me to love again; a women.
Who what where when why; I don’t know.
Ive seen a few women I know of; I find them adorable; I could be with one of them. But God would have to pick them out or make things happen.
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I understand from the past; if I sweep them off their feet; they’r mine. I get it…
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I don’t know if Im ready for that; that seems to much to me; to much reality right now; we will see… but that is; only if the universe has picked them will I know.
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OK; Well; if the inside of me is getting aligned. Now; the outside has to get aligned and that means money and things; things like drum rooms and cars n houses and such…
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We will see; that is the next big step; dealing with all of that. Learning to trust the process so I can believe…