Showing signs of moving forward…
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Piano; Just took a strange move forward… And that means I took a move forward….
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I don’t know how to get back to being the real adult me again… Yet; under God it seems to be happening; Getting myself Back… I guess.
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Im working with God now. Im under Gods sovereign state. In Gods realm and things are possible.
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My work is with God. Trusting God moving forward with God….
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I set out starting over………………..
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God can develop me; thats what Im looking for; God can develop me using many different solutions…
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However; I must wait on God and keep working toward the envisioned Goal. I need not worry about How it will show up; only that I believe and feel good about it showing up; and working with God on daily basis to help the process of imagination. I have to learn to believe…
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So; Im at that place……
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That place of starting over; starting again; this time under God in Gods sovereign state. A place of protection under God.
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Trusting God….
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Working with God…
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Creating new stories and narratives about my future….
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Im still working on the past to eliminate it completely from the present…
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Im looking to create a world for myself under Gods realm…
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NOTE: I had no idea I could not trust the people of my past; I just didn’t know!
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Im truly moving into the present.
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NOTE; Im learning I have to finish my work with God before moving on to the next level.