July 2025
June 2025
Ive been doing allot of writing on many things but not blogging it.
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Im Starting over; Thats what it looks like; Im kind of seeing myself when young and Im seeing myself right now.
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Ill have to pray and work on where Im going; with lots of meditation work and growth.
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Part of me is appearing out in reality now. Its a strange place to be. I havent been out here since childhood; not all of me is present; my mind is not very strong and theirs lots of me's fragmented.
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Whats my goals; whats my direction for the here n now; thats what I will work on. IT would be so nice to know the next steps I would work on for development.
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2 area of interest and concern are Relationships and Activities...
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IVe got friends and so; Im not alone. The problem is RIGHT NOW; Where do I go from here.
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I like to play BATTLE FIELD video games; war games. However, WHen I push the Deploy button in the multiplayer section; I end up in the middle of the battle; looking around lost then running for cover; no clue where Im really at.. Kind of a survival mode. Just kind of lost. And thats the way my life is right now; clueless of where Im suppose to be or want to be or what I want to work on or how. I dont have any plans right now for the Right NOW! Ill start working on it with GOd. I think GOds plan was to get me out here in reality first; part me at least.
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I feel half n half; part of me is here part of me is damaged person on social security. My mind flips in n out of both these areas...
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THe goal is to find out what I feel; what do I want to do right now; and what direction do I want to go toward...
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OFFICALLY STARTING MY LIFE AGAIN: START LOST but secure at my Apartment! TODAY; July 29; 2022
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Should I wait until things are more stable or better or Im more grounded and confident; I dont think so. Part of me is awake and so I must learn to work with that!
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