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I want a Drum Room

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat May 10, 2025 11:21 pm

I want a Drum Room
I live in State Housing; I cannot drum or set up a Drum set in state Housing apartments; Electronic Drums kits are a joke concerning noise; They make just as much striking noise; almost; as a real acoustic set; as far as a neighbor is concerned.
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So;
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I looked into Storage units; I was honest with them; Some of the managers were business like and some where nice; But in 2025 They do no let people linger around the storage property; one is only suppose to store there stuff and then get out… They are not suppose to hang out there for any reason. So; Storage units are out.
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Im now onto the next phase. Im using laws of attraction and the Book; Think and Grow rich to develop into someone who attracts a shed or room of some kind I can drum in.
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How do I feel about it; The first most important part is to believe; I must learn to believe Ive already got that new Drum room. Also; No doubts. I can have no doubts about it. And I can learn to do this through success based thinking techniques.
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I am to assume Ive got that Drum even; Even tho I have no idea HOW this will happen; That is up to the universe.
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I will set forth on paper; pathways from the universe leading to a drum room… and imagine Im walking through new scenarios to get there; All in my imagination. When it becomes real in my imagination; it will be time for it to be real in the real world…
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I will start to attract this drum room.
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Where am I at right now. Im in the believing and most importantly; Breaking through the Doubting stage. That is where Im at… Im working on the doubting part of things; learning how to flesh out doubting aspect in my thinking process and learn to believe Ive already Got it. Thats what Im working on now.
Its a bit of a stretch for me. All of this; Ive got Hit points. Meaning anchor points all along the number line from start to finish. From where I start from the beginning; the first steps toward a Drum room. I start this exercise and finish it completely; I see myself in this drum room………….
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Here is the key; I am the one doing the work to believe; Im working with God co creating my new future; it takes what ever it takes; its that simple. I have to earn my way and learn to believe even when I receive a thousand phone calls with a NO Answer; when I call if anyone has a room I can have or rent or buy or what ever; for playing drums within.
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I may have to talk to God about buying a house; when I have no idea how that can happen. Or maybe Ill be renting a room at an old building with thick walls; I don’t know. Ill have to find out. Ill have to work with God to find out what happens; the pathways…
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No one owes me anything; Its life on lifes terms. And I have to learn that; And that Ill be OK. Ill learn how to go out and Hustle for myself. Thats what so scary; That part of my life was shut down by sexual abusers.. and so forth. So; Ill be open up that part of myself; Also; this was a time period of False friends appearing real; when in reality I had no friends; no one… Im learning… I have allot of fatigue to go through. Allot of challenges and learning… if I want a Drum Room. Ill have to learn to see it first in my imagination and work toward it becoming a reality…
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Ill be going out there in the real world and attempting to make it so. This will be the first time Ive done that with just about any concept; To fight for what I believe in or want; out in the real world.
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Amen.
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Ill have to do the work to get it!

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