September 2025
August 2025
Social; Flirting with women; Officially has began
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This is a very important aspect of life right now. Im studying a dating coach on youtube; a very good one; Basically its about talking to women… creating attraction; once created; creating dates; and from there; girlfriends. And their it is; to start with…
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And all of this brings me closer to women. And thus; women tribe.
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Im using the laws of attraction on this relationship dating stuff; for this is one of my goals; relationships. This means; I have to imagine I come into a realm of vast women; and then I meet women and be within women tribe and women nation; thus women all around me; for me to flirt with and date... and talk to and be friends with and go do stuff with...
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I know what I want; I want my life back; I want the ability to date again; I want girlfriends; I want to create sexual tension in women... Because; in addition to a girlfriend; this would mean my social life is back… .
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So; Writing about women and meeting them; and the kind of women I want to associate with.
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I am studying how to talk to women until I become a master; Im stuying some sites on how to be social with women; flirting with women; meeting women; watching this turns to dating… and from their; I can take it from there… Girlfriends… and so fourth; its means Im back in with society again.
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So; I have to imagine Im talking to someone and they want me and Im attractive to them.. and they naturally want me.
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FLIRTING; This is the power…
And its been happening; Im starting to take the suggestions of the dating coaches and practice flirting; Im using their techniques for talking; for flirting and creating tension; Sexual tension; romantic tension.
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Im now officially practicing… I did this today… Im learning; its not that easy; not at first; I have allot to practice; However; its already having its effect. Im losing fear of women very quickly; Why? Because I desire it; Im desporate for it; to get better and out of the black well I crawled from...
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Im losing my fear of women because very quickly and suddenly I remember Used to talk to them and have success with them to a point; I was very young; but it did happen.
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and am practicing how to talk to them; lots of interactions; give n take; this Im interested in...
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lots of flirting practice; Suddenly I remember; Now; instead of looking at women with no confidence; I can simply sit by them and practice different forms of flirting and talking and interacting and practicing; and this has taken the edge off…
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FLIRTING AND CONVERSATION PRACTICE WITH WOMEN;
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This will be hard for awhile; Im not balanced at it; Some times I make it sound like Im picking on a girl; next; it sounds like Im practicing social on a girl. At other times Im acting… and this can be seen; And I am; all of the above and much more; if Im going to become good at flirting and charming and talking to women; and that is the goal here. This is what My whole perpuse concerning women Is turning to… This is where its headed…
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However; there is much much more to it…
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GRIEF>>>
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So; allot of the pain and problem is grief… Grief from a past I remember that will never show up ever again; its all in memories; and as I move forward all of those hopes n dreams die with that past life; Its like watching the Titanic in a movie; and realizing Im on that boat. I can see myself on the boat; all my hopes n dreams; and suddenly in a state of panic; I can see myself helpless and scared; Im going down the with boat; On one side of the scream are visual representations of my dreams and life n goals; On the other side is a video of me panicking as I go down with the ship; And as I watch the end come; I see myself drawn and slip away; never to return; and with it; all the dreams and goals of that past age; all vanish within the haze of reality…
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So; HERE I AM…
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Now; I get to start over with the same goals as before but with not much more then a curiosity and enthusiasm and determination. This is where I get to start… or I am starting from.
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Im starting from just a dream; Nothing more…. .
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I have an idea… And allot of hope and a positive attitude about the outcome….
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HOW IS IT GOING SO FAR;
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Its going?
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Relationships; this is the subject of the day…
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And Ive already started; Ive gained knowledge and now Im practicing it in the real world in Flirting conversations sitting down with women…
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So; its began…
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What are the objective.
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1. Single women; My finding them and intereacting with them
2. Success flirting; NOTE! This will take some time to even out and get good at… .
3. The right kind of women; Who am I really looking for.. The ability working with God to find them.
4. Practicing with everyone…..
Doudting; not feel good enough
not feeling comfertable.
To afraid to make a move;
Im not there yet.
I started screwing things up
man being insecure; hestitant insecure,
insecurity vs confidence
Non physical traits she is watching; makes all the difference
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timid hesitanc; fearful of expressding myself; or eye contact; avoidance.
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So; I hvve allot of practicing to do….
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Being fearless when expressing myself.
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I end up feeling nuetrual with women; or a friend; But that is what Im heading away from… and that is where Im having problems with balance; between over aggressive to under natural more weak; So; I have to work on talking and expressing again around women to a point of success…
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However; Ive learned some other things; Telling women at some point what I want; whats really going on; This is after I flirt date sleep with and they are my girlfriends; and then Ill tell them.
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One area I have to learn about and tone down with strangers; I end up sounding judgmental or picking on them. The reason; Im not good at the balance of things yet…
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I have to learn to tone it down and to tell a women “ hey just kidding”; and really be able to learn that fine line so I don’t affend someone.
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So; Im just learning. Ill study more how to talk to women and get more info and go practice….
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Today Im not alone; I have sponsors and 12 step groups and lots of phone numbers to call people for support. And from these numbers; mainly a few numbers of real deeper support…. Some of those numbers are random people that would help; They are not random; they somewhere between chosen people Ive asked to help and others who would help if I called them; So; Im not alone; I have a very good working relationship with God.
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This development socially is happening because God is helping me… Im going down the exactly correct/right God Highway-pathway to the destination God wants me at.
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I believe what will happen; Ill get better with women as I let go of or work through the grief of a past that wont be coming back; and as I work with my support groups.
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At some point Ill meet a lot more women; and spend time with them; and from their Im assuming girlfriends; and from that deep girlfriends and from that more special relationship girlfriends; and finally Wives… I believe that is the plan under God; it seems and feels like it.
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As for WOMEN;
I don’t think Ill ever be alone again; or alone from women; it is not natural; Sure; its nice to take a break; but I am a social person who wants women in my life.
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Jesus showed me one important thing; The women of the past; the ones I was screaming about; I never asked them out; They were not my girlfriends. I never told them what I wanted. I never touched them.
The alternatives to this; Find other women; but don’t drop out next time.
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I was in a courting process when young; and I didn’t follow through. I was suffering from what many men suffer from; I could not follow through with beautiful women that meant something to me and I have attraction and a future for or with; I could not follow through; Thus;
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Ill have to work on this concept; following through with women I actually want; Ill have to work with sponsor on following through with this… Amen.
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