Helpers developing with women; Stories
please help me God; Amen…
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I have no self esteem with women; I feel very bad about myself; no self worth; cannot stand up to them; when they get close; I look down at the ground… in shame… I cant look up at them; like I don’t feel very worthy around them; I don’t feel worth anything at all around them. Im finding I cant look at them when close up; nothing.
Today Ive experienced this several times up close with women; In some cases; I want to blame the women; But its simply that their faces are up close to me… and I look down bashfully. No self worth; no confidence; no self esteem. No self.
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However; I am getting real feedback.
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Im assuming this is about my mother. So. As I get closer to women; Im learning much about myself..