July 2025
June 2025
Where am I at now;
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Relationships are what Im working with with God.
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Im seeing the first glimpse of personality of the kind of women I want to meet. Im understanding how unusual it must be for God to set someone up for me. I don’t fit into anything; Introverted Art sensitive intellectual type…
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Im starting to understand; God had no one for me when I was young.
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I would have had to gone to him; to God first and to see what would happen or how; way way way amounts of work to find the right kind of person to attract them.
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I saw that kind of personality that would fit mine; it was someone who was smart sensitive broken like me… sensitive; human…
I met her; I know of her; I don’t talk much to her; but I did for a second; and I saw it; I mean; at-least Ive met someone like me… same kind of match; That means Im getting close. \
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Im understanding that Im not like other people; other people don’t want people like me; I don’t fit in with them.
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When I was young; I had many women who took notice of me; but that was physical; no one hit in with my personality;
SO; it was useless and strange; I didn’t want to attract the wrong people; even if they were really good looking… that did not help me… it was like attracting strangers; thats all it was; nothing more….
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I have to work with God on what I want.
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I know this
The other day I did associate with someone with a personality like me; Like a match! Im not sure in the real world if that really was anymore then a fluke; it was God allowing me to see Im getting closer…
Im seeing it…
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This is as close as Ive ever been.
Now that Im turning to God for help…
I mean; after being on course with God; the right things are showing up around me that are in unison with my inner being…
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Ive noticed that many people and places and things that are not in unison with my inner being are being fleshed out… Im finding out very quickly…
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So; Im learning to stay away from those people; they are more animal then human; and people like me do not sit well in their food chain. Im of little to know importance or value; nothing. And Ive got to learn that the hardway.
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I realized at a meeting tonight just watching people; sitting next to people talking to some people; Im not everyone's cup a tea…
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I may have to go through 100 people or maybe 500 people to find anything close to an appreciative match.
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And that is up to God.
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Ill keep working at it.
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Its humbling when several people of the opposite sex around me have no interest; Im not talking about age. Assuming all are adults; Im not talking about age… Certainly age plays a huge factor in things in this day n age. However; Im speaking of personality type. I just don’t fit in…
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I see many people not attracted to people like me; My inner personality. That fact; thats part of the deal; we have to match up in personality.
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And I have an introverted sensitive personality type that does nothing for many people; They have no value to it or respect; Why? Because it shows signs of sensitivity and weakness…
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Ive found many women not interested.. They don’t want that from a man… They want a guy that treats them However; but is big n strong.
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My personality is not attractive to these people; it is not a match. SO; Im realizing what its like to sit in a room of people who are not interested no matter what I do I cant compete… And I have to work with God and accept this. And its hard. Its humbling…
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So; I have to work with God to become matched up according to my personality.
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And as Ive said; I did meet some people who are frequency matches; it can happen; personality type… However; as I mentioned; this just shows me God is showing me Im getting closer. I have to just keep working at things and see who shows up under God… but I am getting it…
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My personality is not attractive to allot of people… So….
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