July 2025
June 2025
So; Im getting the answers from God concerning several areas….
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Im now on 2 areas; And the first one is: Women and dating… Im now at that place…
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What needs to be done; I have to get under God; get in front of God… and bow down below God consistently and see who shows up…
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I don’t want what happened in the past. I have to work with God to stay away from the past; I have to work with God with God and have security to come back to… Not be alone in the jungle….
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I have to stay out of it. I have to bow down to God the whole time… and stay with God… And their it is.. I cant be persuaded… Stay with God.. and tell God what I want… Im scared and don’t want to get hurt. Its about trusting God in this area; And thats where the problem is; and I have to work on that…
I can feel what I have to do… I have to learn to do what God tells me to do… God will bring the right women. God will bring the right people.
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My arrogance; haughtiness is whats causing the problem.. I want what I want; but I don’t wont what God wants for me… Im fighting against God…. And Ill learn to settle down and work with God. Ive done so already and magnificent results…
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I get it.. At-least to some degree… This time I stay with God; and don’t leave; I just wait by Gods shrine; That thing that represents God… That I pray to… I just wait and feel and wait and see… First I have to bow down to God and stay bowed down through the whole affair; this whole journey dealing with God… I have to bow down to God and do exactly what God says…. And that is my work. And afterword I will get the reward I seek.
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If I pray enough; the answers will come… For what ever it is I want…
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I may have to bow down allot; all the time for what I want and come back to reality.
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And reality might be possible if Im bowing down to God first…
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So; Ill have to bow down.
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In the past; I tried things without God; and that was insanity. In these moments dealing with things like long term personal relationships; I need to be under Gods care the most….
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Its all under God….
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Car;
Same thing…
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What am I willing to do. I have to bow down to God… and stay bowed down to God and do exactly what God tells me to do… and nothing else… Learn to work with God on these things…
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MONEY;
Same thing. Just bow down to God and do exactly what God tells me. I get it; I have to be willing to build this relationship with God.
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However; It is with “relationship” now that I am dealing with… And that means bowing down to God completely… and hugging Gods shrine that I pray to and stay up next to that shrine; next to God and not leaving ever; Just stay there and worship God… don’t move… don’t leave; Dont move! Bow down.. don’t go anywhere. Just stay there… Stay there through the whole thing…
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I Claimed that Ive worked with God before on relationships; But I have not.. And when I start working with God on relationships; I have to stay 100% with God; 100% bow down to God and don’t move.
And don’t move the whole way; the whole time… don’t move; stay bowed down.
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The problem is PRIDE and EGO….
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I have to bow down to God to start with. That has to be practiced first; and I tell God what I want and stay with God.. and stay with God and stay with God and stay with God and stay with God and finally who ever God brings me; but I stay tight to the Shrine of God and not move and never leave; I just stay their… And bow down; and get on with the rest of my life next to Gods shrine… with Gods shrine; Bowing down to God the whole time; and waiting under God… Staying with God. But I have to bow down to God completely and only do what God says…
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Ill have to prepare to do this; and start with it; a kind of ritual; start the process with God; for Dating and women. And start it under God..
The first section; most Important aspects is God; Bowing down to God; working with God… Amen!
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I know what I have to do…
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And Its worked with many other things… So; I have proof… I have proof that God works; but there is a price. I have to bow down… And I can do that; One second at a time.. Those are the rules; Bow down first; The Horse before the Cart… And stay that way; Stay with God; And tell God what I want; and bow down before and afterwords. And see who or what God brings… stay bowed down. Stay bowed down to God and don’t look up; no matter who shows up or doesn’t; it doesn’t matter; just bow down.
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In fact this whole lesson is about; “ Stay Bowed down”. Thats all this is about… And im about to go into this… So….
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At some point; Im getting closer to start. For this is a development in a mans life or in a boys life when he is younger.
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And ill be starting this right now; very close… I stayed bowed down… that is what this is all about… Im getting closer… Ill pray…
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NOTE: I think what happened when I was young; I was not bowed down to start with . I must bow down way before the surgery; The relational surgery… God is the Surgeon.
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A surgeon knocks the patient out with sedatives long before the patient goes into surgery.
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And thus; I must bow down long before I ever prepare for the beginning of the process under God to meet someone…
I must stay with God regardless and accept what God brings me and stay out of it; for it all must be under God…. And I have to earn this; and that will take much work… And I will become the more honest better authentic me… Ill simply become me… Under God with God; hugging the shrine; praying to it… Dear God please fulfill my dreams; your will God not mine amen…
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And I take what ever God brings me… Under God…
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That is where all my anger is… So I have to bow down… bow down to God; amen…
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I have allot of dissociation this; so theirs allot of resistance; I have allot of growing to do….
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Im getting close to starting.
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I will say this; its close; its about family… and Ive felt the warmth of some aspects of family. Ive not been alone now; Ive around others and more open to others and so I have received some attention but its all under permission from God for these things to happen and occur…
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God has provided for me and worked with me up to this point preparing me for this moment…
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So; it did not come first; many many things came before this to get me up to this point; Ive had to grow under God allot… I guess; Im just bowing down; thats all this is… and Im at the beginning of learning how to do that… and now I hit a very important part of bowing down and I must learn first how to bow down for this and to this; and then watch God do his magic… I will bow down… Im at the shine of prayer for God and I must bow down. Bow down Bow down Bow down Bow down Bow down…
I must bow down before my maker… Amen.
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Im just about ready to start… almost.. I must bow down….
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Bowing down is the first part of the process; and it may take weeks and months and years; I do not know; a millennium.
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God is preparing me; Amen…
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I must bow down; Amen…
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