Work Ethic…. THE WORK GRID: THE NEW RECOVERY DIRECTION
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NOTE; IT doesn’t matter what type of production Im interested in or relationship or general goals; Today; I can accomplish any of it with God and I in Gods soveregn state and with a developed mature WORK ETHIC…. The work Ethic is what saves me here; It allows me to do anything; take on any project and work at it until Im ready for completion. I have mass control over anything I set my mind to…
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I just really opened up to me maybe a week ago… and I finally started showing real world action toward it a few days ago…
Can I do much yet; No; Maybe a few minutes at a time; maybe 20 minutes at a time. Am I doing much during a full day. Well. Ive started with a complex hard video game. And Ive been hitting that thing all day long.
Anything else; Yes; I tried my hand at a new approach with Art software; lasted a few times; learned what I wanted to learn and then pulled away… Maybe Ill do this once more today.
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Music; attempted some things; One or 2 times; and thats it for now. But its all good and it will grow; the hours I sit and practice things… For my recovery now is within those hours I practice a thing; that is the main focus point now; That Work Grid; Those hours of exploration in the work I liked to do; mY recovery is about building and strengthening and smoothing out those hours of personal exploration.
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ART WORK;
I just created a tracing paper ability outline in my paint program for a photo file Im working on… I was able to successfully draw on it and save the tracing paper version of the file without it contaminating the original photo image. I saved it; I re opened it; and I was back to finishing the tracing project of this photo file; or working on it; hardly started it actually; but enough to know I just had success with this Paint computer program; And thats all I was looking for; the ability to stick it out and keep working with it until I gained the skill of using it for my art project; And I did.
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SUCCESS!
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This; I call; The Work Grid; The new focus of my recovery energy.
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The work Grid in a General term describing my new recovery area or process; its the next level of for my recovery. Everything is now focused on work ethic; meaning; The time or hours put into a project; with the idea; the project desire will be finished. The work hours are the focus of my recovery; How well I handle them; that is the focus of my recovery.
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1. Its not personal; regardless of how long it takes to set up software first. If this process is frustrating; no problems; Ill be back to figure it work with it; get help with setting it up until its set up correctly; matters not how long this will take. Matters not; how many times I go back to the computer to learn a little more; gain a little more experience everyday; Maybe I hit on it 10 times in a day; maybe; I mean; thats the whole point now; the work hours and How I handle what I must do in them. If I have to re sit and attempt these file clerical skills in order to learn the software capability; so be it; if it takes 500 times and three weeks to accomplish; no problems; If it takes 3 months to work it out into a working model; no issues; Ill just sit down 1000 times over n over n over; and do it; Ill put aside work time to work on and explore how this is done. I will seek videos and reports and forums of the software… I will call technical support… I will look at professionals channels who use this software… I will do what it takes to research and study this software and its capabilities; slowly learning and adding on; one bit at a time of practical information until I get it right. Im exploring to learn how to gt it solid; So everything is great!. I do not leave the project. I never intended to at this point regardless of what is thrown at me or if its over my head. I am just grateful I get a second chance to have a good attitude about working at something; anything; I am so pleased with all of this; Thank you God! Thank you Jesus… And Holy Spiritus… And Universe and Gods Angels for protecting me; My Galaxy Justice league Fantastic.
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2. I do not leave the project desire until it is finished. I do not care about time; if I have to put in 200 hours; Thats fine; if its boring tedious frustration work; FINE! No problem! Its work; it not personal. At this point; its about the hours I put in to the project to get the project finished…How I cope and function within those hours is whats important to me. My development and maturity in those work hours; where I sacrifice for what I ultimately want to accomplish; thats whats important to me! Its not about the content of the hour or how slow or frustrating the progress is. I don’t quit because the progress is slow. I just leave for a while; come back and continue… I continue until the project is completed; and completed to a high enough standard that it can be presented to the public as a viable product that competes with other basic but accepted products… A good solid product…
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The Work Grid;
This area of recovery is the next level up… All of my energy is on work… The work ethic to accomplish my goals…
Im more worried about or learning about the actual hands on minutes and hours and days I put into a project; what its like; how it feels; How I deal with it; Thats my recovery interest; How recovery is applied to such areas…
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3. The project when finished; is at basic professional level grade or standard.. Lets just say; I don’t have to be any of these guys below… I don’t have to be a Rembrant or Picasso or Van Gogh; but I do have to put part of my time into making sure the product has been produced to satisfactory conditions…
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However; if Im a painter; it needs to be good enough to put on your wall; not super technical but professional standard basic addition. Am I making myself clear?
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IT doesn’t have to be as accepted or pleasing or as good as these guys;
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Leonardo da Vinci
1452–1519
Vincent van Gogh
1853–1890
Pablo Picasso
1881–1973
Salvador Dalí
1904–1989
Georgia O'Keeffe
1887–1986
Rembrandt
1606–1669
Edvard Munch
1863–1944
Johannes Vermeer
1632–1675
Henri Matisse
1869
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concerning Art work; The drawing needs to be symmetrically correct. If I draw a chair; or an apple or a desk or a building; it doesn’t have to be painted perfectly with perfect eye catching color or pure detailed shadow work; but that Apple or Building or Desk; They need to be symmetrically Perfect. When you look at those items; They need to look like the items you see in your head. They need to look like Catalog items from a store… And they need to fit correctly proportionally in the 3D realm of things correctly. They may not be painted with much satisfication; but it needs to be clean and solid…
When you see this painting on your wall; You will say to yourself; Thats a complete finished painting; It doesn’t need more work; The Artist finished it properly. When looking at the canvas; and scanning the painting; you find it perfectly even from one corner to the other; its not imbalanced or washed out on one corner or appears finished on the right side of the canvas but neglected on the left side…
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All times of focused center subjects are perfectly sitting within the field or scope of symmetry; and they fit perfectly in the figure ground relationship.
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Am I making sense here…
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One doesn’t always create the most sophisticated work; especially when beginning; but one needs to start out that they can accomplish symmetry correctly regardless of the subject matter…
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Nothing indicates the words; “ Sloppy Amateur” More then seeing an object of familiarity drawn wrong. For example; If its a desk drawn wrong; The legs on the right are shorter then on the left; the front of the desk sits at a certain angle while the back of the desk seems to float above the ground… and the right side of the desk slants toward the floor; This creates a real un professionalism. Creating an Apple that looks like a ob-longed donut will not do; Apples are round; a round circle. Just make sure the circle is symmetrically even…
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So; anyway; Im now able to work… work on this stuff. Work on it; Just take it all in; an idea and work on it. I aint got no skills; so; Ill just keep at it… And I will; I mean; im free to do so; I guess; Im free inside; we will see but thats a good way of dealing with it…
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SO; AM I making myself clear….
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Its now upon me; this Work Grid. Its all about my recovery zoned in on the hours in a work ethic and how I approach them and deal with them; and survive in them; Thats all I ever wanted; that work ethic to be enthusiastic about it… And that freedom is coming about… I guess; I guess so; I mean; SO far… its happening; its upon me; So I wanted this; its manifested I mean; really manifested and Im now in it; in the middle of it; in it; on that grid. So… Here I am… its open ….
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WOMEN and DATING;
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What do I know; Nothing
What kind of skills do I have for this; NONE… Nothing
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Who do I want; I don’t know; I mean; I see a classically trained pianist women… Teacher… Something like that.. Intellectual artist; But shes got to have money because I don’t; I guess… I will work with God on all of this.
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Im immature… At best…
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I think the idea is; feel what I really want even if I don’t believe it or know how it can happen. Do it anyway; and work with God to work my way into it… Work ETHIC; Work GRID;
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WORK GRID for developing relationships; Same thing As I was suggesting for Art creation; Same thing; However; this is way way over my head; and I have no experience at it.. So; God will have to just kind of start me out. I don’t know what that will look like; Ill have to trust God and work with God on this stuff; also; Ill have to be ready; meaning; NO taking anything personal; Nothing. No expectations; Nothing… I don’t need a bunch of ill conceived resentments…
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Ill have to work with God on getting inline with God; and what that will take for that to happen concerning the women he wants to bring in my life. Ill pray about it. Meditation.
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Also; Ill be starting; starting out; I don’t know? I have no ideas here; So; Ill work with God on my thinking and what it means… Who I want to meet?
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oK; Ill work with God on all of this stuff and God will start me out on this journey; I don’t know anything; I just don’t know.
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However; Ill work with God on it… Amen.
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VIDEO GAMES: Yes; this area is working; Ive started learning how to just put in hours on games and stick it out; I got killed a million times in these games by the orgs or vampires or alian monsters or what ever; the Bosses; but Im learning not to give up; Im learning how to play these video games out; slowly get better; and its working out….. Im a beginner gamer. SO; it should be expected that I put hundreds of hours into a game…
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MUSIC CREATION;
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Lets say it! WORK GRID.
Im on a Work Grid concerning music creation just as with Art creation; same logic and principles and values.
Its about Work Ethic and Long hours of creation and producing something at a standard level that I can re produce it to play live and I want it to be something valuable enough for a show; something strong enough and good enough for performing in front of the public; something deep and interesting; Doesnt have to be a show stopper or radio super star… But I want it solid and of quality; enough to reproduce live; A GOOD SONG !
OK. Their it is… for now!
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MONEY; NO! Ill keep working with God on this to open it up.
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CAR; NO! The answers; realistic answers must come from the universe; This means; money for car; money for maintenance; Money for Insurance; Money for gas, Money for licensing and SO on….
Ill keep applying the laws of attraction. I mean; maybe I have to be more mature; I don’t know.. Ill keep working on this manifestation.
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HOUSE: NO; Had some thoughts but they are not being responding; So… I don’t know; Ill keep applying the laws of attraction… Amen
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WHAT IS WORKING
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Talents; The ability to apply myself to my talents; YES; I believe. We will see first; Ill have to prove it first; but It looks like Im already in that place of values and principles and thus; Ive already proven its possible… So; Beginning risky YES>..
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HOBBIES: Yes; Games and plastic model kits; I can and have applied the concept of WORK GRID; Meaning; My recovery is going into the actual Working process; the work ethic hours and what I do in those hours; developing those hours until its normal for me to put out 10 yours a day for the things I love to do or develop.
I want to learn to live in those work hours… and survive and thrive in them… experience that as part of my life. Amen.
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Education
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So; In general concerning OCCUPATION; Well; I am learning how to put in work hours for what I want; Im practicing become productive at the things I want to become when I grow up. Right now the real success and freedom Im looking for it things like. Good guitar player; Good enough to play in a band… I don’t have to be Eddy Van Halen…
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Education; Well; I think Education right now; learning hands on what I need to learn for my interests… Guitar playing or song writing or using computer software for Art and so on… Right now; I think thats enough…
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I Think in the future I would like to take a sculpture class at the college. \
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Now; Im going to look at what I wrote and see if anything I missed.