Relationships; The next factor… The next set of procedures…
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Heres the deal; Im in a change and gap. My maturity does not go beyond where Im at. I need a few more years of experience in order to have the confidence and directions to have a girlfriend.
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I need all new earned experiences; meaning; courage that develops new experiences… and Id have to have support.
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Im truly at an unknown stopping point or beginning starting point. I feel like a 13 year old who doesn’t no anymore then a 13 year old. I know no more then this… I really do not… However; I desire an outcome or later desirable goal.
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Im like a boy who has never had a girlfriend; Where do I start! Im in that spectrum as an adult.
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Im an adult man really looking for or asking God to attract to me; I first girlfriend of this quality; Ive never had one at this quality; meaning the right women for a relationship.
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So; Im preparing with Gods help to go through this Gap of development; If making it through this Gap; I will be prepared for the kind of girlfriend God has in-mind for me; Im at this place. This starting place into this gap; learning new development… Its literally all new to me.
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In my past; I never had a family or friends or neighborhood or anyone on my side to learn anything… it never happened; Now; Im asking God for help for this to happen.
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So; That's my first objective here; as for moving forward with the development concerning relationships. I guess????
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Ill talk to God more n more about where to start here. And what to do and what to do next; Amen. Ill talk to the Universe and wait for a message…
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