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OMNICELL
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I have no self esteem with women
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Helpers development with women
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I never developed outside of television
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The next level experience
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Ive never had a girlfriend…
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Moving forward….
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Introvert to extrovert…
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Its happened again; next level with women development
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It happened again; another connection…
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First Real connection of my new life developing...
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aligning with the universe; on dating someone
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Intimacy problems from the beginning of life
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Its happened again; next level with women development

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Fri Aug 15, 2025 10:32 pm

Its happened again.
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Through the online dating channels; with some really really good stuff Ive fallen into; Im now officially going out; looking women in the eyes and practicing. Im learning how to hold my own eye to eye; Man O Man O Man; Women are much more confident then when I was out there in my youth. I mean; Man. But no problem; Im a guy; Thus; I own them… At some point Ill be able to show them that I like them enough to prove it… But man o man; this is the real world; and practicing with real women eye to eye is the ultimate and original way to get this job done.
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I practiced on a few women today… This is in addition to all the women and people Ive waved at today from my bike.
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But up close and personal; Im looking at them in the eyes with no flinching; Nothing! And holding my own. They are holding their own because they are so young and energized and confidence.
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Thus; Im in a new level of training; gladiator school dealing with the goal I have… And Im now officially unbelievably outside in the real world practicing with real women face to face; eye to eye; and they are complete strangers… I do not nor have ever built any attraction with these people; They are simply strangers Im meeting on the moment; and I have to stay eye to eye with them and just look them strait in the eyes what ever feelings might come up in me; hold my own Baby; And their it is; over n over n over n over n over; gain experience… This is the next level God has for me; to develop. This is my next level of development; It requires nothing more then for me to look a women strait in the eyes for extended periods of time regardless of whether she is nice or not… its real competition; My God these women are confident…
NO PROBLEM… I want theyre bodies more then they want to win an eye contest… So; Ill keep at it…
What am I trying to say. Im trying to say Im in a period of eye contact up close and personal… keeping it PG… Conversation.. basics; if they love me or scorn me or want me or hate me respect me or not; No flinching on my part. Ill keep working with God on this; I might have to go through 500 women to gain this specific level of training… I wont be leaving this level of training.
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I do know some basics and Im on the right track; Ill just keep this up for as long as I need be. Im missing much experience in my life; if not all experience of this sort in my life. So; Ill keep it up; as I slowly get stronger. Amen.

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