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- September 2025
Working with Dissociative disorder is the main key;
   Mon Sep 22, 2025 11:07 am
emotional independence; don’t expect anything in return…
   Sun Sep 21, 2025 10:00 pm
I have to be BACK IN With society First
   Sun Sep 21, 2025 4:06 pm
Getting help with relationships…
   Fri Sep 19, 2025 10:04 pm
The goal is Social…
   Fri Sep 19, 2025 6:14 pm
Not having a girlfriend yet;
   Fri Sep 19, 2025 3:34 pm
The next goal
   Fri Sep 19, 2025 12:42 am
What has changed; what was the goal… How is this going… .
   Thu Sep 18, 2025 5:13 am
I feel like Im chasing a dream
   Mon Sep 15, 2025 7:36 am
Confidence in relationship development; Confidence in Activitie
   Sun Sep 14, 2025 8:17 pm
Im very much like an Incel
   Sun Sep 14, 2025 12:16 pm
Im very much like a 14 year old….
   Sun Sep 14, 2025 3:12 am
The change wants to begin... is beginning...
   Sat Sep 13, 2025 12:42 pm
The reality of relationships; girlfriends and marriage…
   Fri Sep 12, 2025 5:07 pm
New story…
   Thu Sep 11, 2025 10:30 pm
So the first concept concerning my future with women
   Sun Sep 07, 2025 3:35 pm
Sobering up
   Thu Sep 04, 2025 3:02 pm

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Introvert to extrovert…

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Tue Aug 19, 2025 6:45 pm

Introvert to extrovert…
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Confidence build is what this is about…
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Several different forms of confidence for the development of a mans life for him to function in society.
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So; I have a foundation; basic.. Meaning; Ive now got a foundation to work on. However; that means development of confidences of different forms and shapes and sizes. Men come from Lava; the Brutal clay created by Volcanoes deep deep within the earth… Fire Ice and Light… This is what creates the Caveman elements of is deeper self..
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The point is; Im very lucky….. I get another chance…
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The problems n challenges;
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First; I have a new set of new confidence clay; its going strait from inside to outside… from deeper inside to outside… solid; However; the clay is coming out… and consistent is its nature; my strength… I remember it being developed when young. So; Thus; its happening again… and it has happened but its small and weak… not strong.
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THE PROBLEM;
It may take have a life time to regain my confidence to do anything; any rejection, dejection… I may not be here that long.
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So; I have to just keep working with God…
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I do feel with this new vat of confidence; I can see myself standing with an opportunistic mind; standing in a crowd of people and learning how to walk up to people and introduce myself and get acquainted with them. Learning how to stand my ground and talk to them; and if Im rejected; it doesn’t get to me… I just walk away… or not even; I just walk to the next person and keep trying and gaining experience.
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The key to this; I feel connected to other sources; recovery and sponsor and God and such… I have a tether line; a line with human energy oxygen; spiritual oxygen to keep me going regardless; However; how practical this is in the present moment; we will see; I will be applying myself and thats what counts.
Im getting close because I can see it in my imagination as if it exists… Meaning the new confidence; and it does.
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The key is to have escape routs when interacting with a lot of people.
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The goal is; To get the extrovert part of me is to get me around new groups of people.
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Getting around new groups of people; means meeting new people; allowing introverted women who might be interested in me; Getting me near them for this to happen. However; Ill have to be extroverted to start and continue with the journey to get to those places where single women exist… the right ones.
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I need experience.
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Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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