September 2025
August 2025
I have one specific goal; and that is relationships… romantic and intimate…
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So; where am I in all of this.
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Im very much like a 14 year old….
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I have no past; no resentments; and Im learning how slowly not to have any expectations; However; Im still broken and weak and needy… This is not fixed yet… Im in continual work on this; day to day; on this! Recovery work on this; day to day!
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The point is; Im legitimately new… I don’t have a past concerning relationships… Im like a teenager who doesn’t have experience….
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And now; I work with God; Heres the deal; God comes first… I listen to God and go with God; with what Gods direction; pathway…
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Thier is a pathway.. its simple but hard; I go down the pathway… And thats all that Im doing… Im preparing myself for this; Ill have to work down this pathway and learn… The goal is to get to a place I imagine of having confidence.
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Wouldnt it be nice. I mean; I dream about what I want. Ive got some new ideas of what type of person I want a relationship with; Im interested in going to a higher level in general just because I say so; working with God. We will see.
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Wouldnt it be nice.
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Its simple right now; its about confidence. And its bout being in the real world rebuilding confidence in this area…
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Its bout being 14 inside; Its bout branching out ward socially; with exploration and confidence...learning confidence; how to get confidence; well; building confidence.. how to talk to people again and be fully here now; responsible here now for what I want; where no one owes me anything; this can happen because Ive received enough love at the core level; its like being filled up enough that I can take chances I could not take before…
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So; its a long line; Pathway I walk… and I learn on this pathway; and keep my mind open and learn.
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I have massive amount to learn on how to approach and talk to people and new people; My goal is to become an expert with it and to be popular and attractive person and popular. This is from God. God is sending me in this direction of being masterful with social skills to a point I can handle myself with other people and I can talk to others and make relationships and from that; I meet new women and they know women; and at a point of popularity and the universe is creating empowerment within me; I start naturally dating and from their I start meeting real girlfriend material and from that much more serious long term relationships.
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Right now; its about dissociative disorder; Im shut down and shut off; However; slowly Im coming 2. Im starting to slowly work on it and seeing results; slow and steady… Im not driving the bus; God is…
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So; where am I; Im working with a sponsor for one thing; solid confidence concerning social and relationship building.. Chance taking socially… becoming popular. Meeting new people. Becoming good at social and become good at the skills of creating relationships with others in a form of success…
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I have my own views of what I want in the forms of relationships; I want to be fully immersed in relationship abilities and practice.
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I can see it.
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I have to work with God and get everything else out of my Mind!
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