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OMNICELL
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Ill have to get good

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Thu Aug 28, 2025 5:37 am

Ill have to get good at what Dan Bacon has created for men for dating…
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Im at this period where; under God; I go talk to people… This has to do with meaningful relationships; Dating; romance; girlfriend and so forth… This is an area of my life that was stuck or is stuck…
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Im learning; allot of the problem is about how I talk to people; So; I have to take responsibility for how I talk to people; how I talk to women concerning interaction; creating attraction and getting to know people; getting to know women and the tribe of women God is slowly bringing me into; into a world of women… And their it is…
Its uncomfortable; its not the way I wanted it; I wanted a wife when very young and I wanted independence; it never happened… Here I am now; I have allot to learn…
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This is an uncomfortable situation; Ill be talking to God all the time to get close to women in general in a social sense… It means Im back out into the real world again. Im timid and introverted. I have to learn how to trust again out in the real world. I must take all things to God before I do anything. The goal is to align with God first on all subjects. Each interest; I must talk to God and give way to God first…
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God has me learning that I must go out socially on a plan and learn how to be successful. I must learn how to become successful with women; learning how to talk to women in a way that creates a sense of tension and excitement. Interesting and charming; that is my goal….
God will help me… Amen
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Gain; Most important is this; Im at this place of getting a plan and going out among the people… This is not easy for me… not at all; it triggers all my dissociative disorder and defenses… However; what Im looking for is out in the middle of America.
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I have many skills to learn….
I need confidence… Ill work on all fronts for this goal to be a success…..
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Not of this is easy. But I am coming back to being a useful member of society at some level… Meaning; Sanity is returning for me a bit. Its not perfect…
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Im getting really triggered writing this!@
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Fear and a big big gap between where Im at and being conferrable around women again…
Im at this place…
Working with God;

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
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