Im in or moving into the opportunity stage; This is an extremely important stage; I believe this stage come at the time of college; 18-22. Certainly this stage has roots in the idea of 15-17 year olds wanting a car and the money for such things. However, at 18-22 things are more developed.
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For me; Im in the 18-22 stage of the opportunity stage; However, This stage will "roll back" to 13-14-12; 14-17... in age; Or; the age of getting a car... So; what I learn now will roll back into the proper ages of those getting their first car; 15-17.
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While I write this I can see my narrative script changing from that age; already I can see a different me. I see myself working at places to save up for a car by the time Im 16 or 17. Saving money and working was not an awareness for me when I was a teenager; However, being the new me; it certainly is. It means im coming back inline.
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What is the opportunity stage and what does it mean to me.
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First; its the next stage beyond the car stage of teenager from 15-17 year old. This stage is 18-22 years old. Im moving into it. However, their is a problem; I never worked yet to get a car and Ive been in the car stage for a while. The key here; to get the care; I must move to the next stage; and that stage seems to be presented to me as Opportunity stage. This is a stage of everything opportunity; I look for attract, activate, work toward; take steps within; work with the universe for opportunities to show themselves in every area. This means learning how to move on opportunities; This means with people and things and money and work...
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Im not really capable of full work; PTSD Dissociative disorder; so; Ill work with the universe around this; I dont know what that means or the universes goals for me; I know something will happen in my favor..
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And let me say; Being positive and believing everything always works out for me is part of the deal here. I have no choice; I have to become positive about opportunities and what they will bring me..
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Lots of self esteem and self worth and self confidence to be built here. Will be built here in all these opportunity experiences; This is where a person dresses nice for Opportunity; acts charming for; Opportunity. Takes interest for; Opportunity. and so on......... This is an age of becoming an expert at detecting opportunities; and attracting them and getting the plans from the universe concerning them. ITs also a time of money skills; social interactions; finding interests applicable to the real world and its a time of meeting girlfriends and ones wife...
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Altho Im moving into this stage legitimately; I would also say this stage is required if I am to satisfy the car stage from ages 15-17. So; what stage am I really in. Im in the Car stage; but Im having to move to this new stage to get a car....
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This stage is very stressful. Its overwhelming because it has to do with work and authority figures and making money and the humiliation of such things... Ill work with the universe on this and watch things concerning making money open up; this also means meeting new people that lead to more opportunities..
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The key is to learn to have a good or great attitude about all of this; few people that I know of are working on such break throughs. I mean ; their probably are millions around the world; I just dont know them.
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Anyway; the point is; the universe is teaching me one step at a time how to grow into a person taking care of himself and working through the past into a new life; My real life.
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Unfortunately I had no real life when young. It was all staged by the adults around me; I was being used on all fronts. In fact; the adults were not interested in me anymore after the age of 6; well actually 7; by that time; I was slowly being silenced out of existence and found myself alone...
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OkAY; So; the point is; Im moving into this very interesting new stage and I have to be very careful I dont scare myself or over do something; This is a delicate stage of learning and growth. Its very slow and cautious and private and it developed with the universe create opportunities for me that are healthy and safe and profitable and nothing less. And I work on creating a new script that suggests opportunities are beginning to appear in front of me and all around me; I am attracting opportunities. Im asking the universe to help me gain a wonderful attitude about opportunities. This is extremely important concept and a manifestation in itself.
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This is very slow cautious ground. very slow And must be developed within a changing positive attitude that developed; they must develop together; one cant be left behind. If I feel forced; no go or my mind getting damaged from trauma; no no no!
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I write new scripts about opportunities and watch them manifest; I am what gets manifested into a new person who can function within the realm and the inner workings of opportunities of every make and model. Everything including meeting people; new people that lead to opportunities; I think this will be a big big opening area... I must take it slow; Im already triggered just talking about it and wanting to run away; so being positive and taking this slow; not getting over whelmed. And its about developing my mind first and my imagination first and what gets developed in my imagination is positive and I can see a smooth transition within participating with them... Ill keep working with God; its all a manifestation... thats the idea. Becoming this new person is a manifestation.
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