September 2025
August 2025
It will get to a point of talking to women and getting to know them; new women; interacting with women… until a point of asking them out… I have to be BACK IN With society First. And thus; I have to. I have to become who I become. I must become kind of popular first with general population.
That must come first before I get closer to the women within this Large Tribe..
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And that is the goal….
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Its a simple goal Im heading toward; Ill be social again and deal within it… Ill have to want to take advantage of opportunities regardless of what they are… Ill have to appreciate the situations.
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I have to break through into another open phase… This PHASE; working through it; Getting to the other side of this anxiety disorder… That is the starting goal…..
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BEING A VICTIM;
Its easy to see everything as a victim; and I will express this; but this way of thinking will not be involved in my success interests concerning relationships. I will focus on success of my objective Period.
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Being a victim information is important to work on and express; but it has no place in the battlefield of my objectives…
I am simply going after my objective; my goal; and I want to know how I can do this… Im not interested in what happened in the past; Im interest in the present plan to get ahead for my objective.
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Im not interested in blaming my lack of skills to my goals; Im not interested in blaming “ Blame” for the reason I didn’t effort toward my goal… Im not stopping my effort toward the successful plans for my goals because of what happened to me in the past; because I was a victim. These are 2 different aspects of life.
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The point is; I do get triggered like crazy and over whelmed because of dissociative disorder… in facing what I have to face.
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And this brings up a good point; Its not something or someone from the past that is the problem of my lack of success in relationships.
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First; this is about myself right now meeting new people and then meeting the right people.
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I have to learn how to be successful when dealing with people in the here n now. And Ill have to accept myself within this new social era… As I am.
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I have allot of chance taking to learn about; how to comprehend and be part of… And Ill have to learn how to negotiate myself within this and stay positive and hopeful and head toward my goals regardless. And that is about Pride and not the past…
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Ill have to learn to accept this reality and learn to participate and feel good about myself while going through it…
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I have allot of work to do in this present situation.
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