Getting help with relationships…
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So; Im going to get outside help for relationships. I looked through the 12 step guide… and found the areas on resentment work; And I found questions concerning relationships and expectations… and resentments; Im sick; really sick; this is an area stemming from being broken and abandon by my parents; I continue to seek my parents…
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I consider seeking my past life and parents and my past life in everything and everyone I meet… So; Im like a small child.. and everyone must take care of me.. I don’t or cant take care of myself; Im not able to get past the PTSD; it takes over my mind… and Im blind and must seek others…
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So… I Am getting help.
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When I give others this much power they take advantage of me. I literally am giving myself to strangers because they appear on the outside OK.
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Im looking for a place to hide; to hide in them or relief because I don’t have a family; so they play me knowing I have nothing…
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So; Im going for help to learn how to get over all of this and stop being a victim and learn to meet some decent people… or more importantly; meet the right people and not the wrong ones; and if I meet the wrong ones; Ill know how to handle this…
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To many people in the wrong place; Im trusting. I fall for it without a thought. I just assume the person is a nice person and they respect me and their on my side; only to find out later; they were never interested in me; Im just an easy mark…
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Heres the deal; I just want to move on… not bother with a person like this; Just move on stay away from people like this.