August 2025
July 2025
SO; Something has happened…
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I connected today with a women; I did something; I kind of flirting joking; a connection; Something that has never connected since age 14; and well; well before that; How I was when very young; ages 5-9…. My authentic self. My real growing self…
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So; I connected with my heart with things; I could not be in survival mode; or I was in control by taking chances; even if half the time I was in a heightened level of awareness.
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I remember this connective feeling when skiing as a child up on the Hill; the Ski Slopes…
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This connection came from God; it came from my inner being; But what was it really; what it really was;
It was the protected child deep down low coming out; feeling safe; feeling free; feeling practiced; and “ Bam”; A lightening bold right throw me to that girl; BAM; right to her heart; right from me. Like sending a lightening bolt right into a girls heart; and suddenly I felt it; I was completely back at a complete moment; like when I was a young child. BAM BAM BAM; And their it is; What Ive been working for; for the later half of my recovery process… And it happens; and it happened to today.
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