September 2025
August 2025
Confidence is what its about now; aligned with the universe in the real world… That means I accept the real world as is because thats where Ill be working on things; In this case; its with women and relationship; and dating and romance and….. And so on; girlfriends….. and……… Thats the goal….
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Support helping me with small steps of courage leading toward my main goal in the center of society…
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Getting help to cross over the line into new territory Ive never been; This is uncomfortable. When brought back to my starting place; I have new experiences from crossing the line; this creates confidence. Confidence is necessary for survival on earth; it helps me get what I want in life on all fronts..
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WHERE AM I AT NOW…
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Im grateful to get another chance in reality. My goals are in reality.
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How is my mind; my brain; disabled; I have many many problems. However; I have a good attitude… and enthusiasm.
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I don’t know what the end outcome will be like… I have goals and I write stories and imagine what the end result will be as if Im already living it. The goal is to believe first then Ill see it!
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A gap resides where Im at and where I want to be; but Im fairly strait inline with the outside world. Now; I learn how to go down a strait line; meeting the new people I need to meet that lead me to the people Im interested in talking with and spending time with….
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Non of this is easy and I don’t know what the outcomes will be…
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My mind is very schizoid. Im very dissociative and AVPD… and agoraphobic… Depressive…
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Also; a smashed in personality; weak’nd; I seem to have fairly positive hope concerning what Im doing.
Ill be first going through the Gap that connects me back to society in general; at a stronger deeper level… And once this tether line is strengthened; Ill be meeting new people face to face; to start with.
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I met someone tonight at a meeting; face to face; handshake to handshake; it freaked me out to be up so close to someone. I could hardly take it; PTSD and AVPD; I wanted to avoid; I had no strength to be up in someones face; face to face… However; I did manage to do it…
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So; Im learning once again how to live in reality and with Gods help; go after my goals. Amen.
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