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For awhile; accepting the new reality of being present in present reality; as Ive been accepting reality as it is in the present. Im slowly moving back into reality now as is…Back into society. Im moving more into reality in the present now; Its about an acceptance. Im getting acquainted. Im coming back to reality. Im coming back into reality; back into society.
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Many changes have happened; These are from God. God is preparing me for a new life into reality; a life based on God and my immersion within God; back into reality. God is my Mom and Dad. And God has been taking care of me and God landed me slowly into reality in the present ( that is what is going on now). And this is basically what I asked for. This is what God has been protecting me for…
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God is slowly helping me as I trek into reality. For Im only in reality; Im nowhere else. As for the past; the ( The past), is not required. Im fine in the present; Me and God! Im fine… In fact; Im becoming literally self actualized; My goals are on the future; My attention is on getting those goals.
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Most of my time is put forth onto my goals for the future; becoming what I dreamed about.
What does this look like? I have many areas of interest… mainly pertaining to occupational style things; For example; Callings and Purposes; All of this starts with Arts; Anything associated with creating stuff; Creating music, Art, and writing And videos that present this creating Music Art and Writing. Other areas include relationship building. So; I have many goals; Not millions but a choice several few… All talked with God… All between me and God.
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Here is a real example: For years;
I wanted to learn how to play guitar; for 2/3rds my life; I always wanted to learn how to play guitar; I tried a few times; and wouldn't go beyond a few chordal attempts. And finally after dreaming about it for long enough; I set forth to properly learn how to stick to a goal; and after several years; finally; I was committed enough and desperate enough to really attempt a try at playing and learning guitar; and finally after numerous months; change started to occur…
I simply grabbed the guitar over n over n over; picking it up and attempting certain chords or barre chords until finally after months of practice; guitar playing began to materialize. And then; 3 strait months of attempting the F Barre chord; and suddenly without warning; it happened; I could play it; No other feeling in this life is so grand then to know I maid it into the guitar world; I was able to play the F Barre chord; the door to the palace was opened; all I had to do; walk through the doors.
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Note; One of my dreams? To walk into a music store and try out the guitars; try them out because I could actually play a song or 2; I wasnt just a 2 chord wonder.
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My big goal in life; what truly causes excitement in the imagination, is to become an Intermediate guitarist. What does this mean?
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What kind of guitarist is this? This is a guitarist that can work in a band as a general guitarist; some lead playing and rhythm guitar. This is someone that can Lead-sing and play the guitar at the same time as rhythm guitarist…
This is a guitarist that can play scales; basic lead guitar playing; knows several songs complete including lyrics… And they can figure out most rock songs; the chord structures; that they can recreate them. In other words; They can play Rhythm guitar position in a real band; including any basic live set up for guitar… So; they can play with other musicians in a beginning band as basic guitar player;
That is my goal.
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And Im on my way slowly toward believing this will happen. It only happens with practice and effort; nothing else. Im always working with God; God is never far away; God is who I pray to all the time and God takes care of me; I am helpless and powerless and G...
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