Personality Development;
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Work ethic; I got a work ethic concept from 12 step group preamble. This came from God; My interest and awareness of it; This came from God.
This was an intimate gift From my Higher Power; Just for me; a present. Thank you God!
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Purpose; Art History; To study Art History and how it applies to creating Art work; That is the purpose; and to create and put on someones wall or gallery. Art work creation is involved; A journey. So; their it is; One authentic Purpose absolutely brought by God: From God… Independent; came strait from God into me; BAM. Will never go away. Ill always be up in the morning looking at Art History the second I get up in the morning; and then How I can apply what Ive learned to Art creation and Art understanding; That is Purpose; the force pushing me forward; interest; is from God.
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And something new: a continuation from God…:
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Maintenance Man. My new Identity add on… This will and is now a new section to my map. Working with God; my map has been secretly opened up. Ive made it through a few bosses in this representative RPG Me; Now; GoD has presented grace upon thee; And I now have this next level of development in reality; Its called; Maintenance Man. God and I am turning me into Maintenance Man.
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What does this mean. Who will take care of the car; who takes care of focusing on the payments to keep cars together… Who changes the tires; who checks the engine light and the exhaust oxygen sensor and so on… Who checks the radiator water level… Who makes sure the Timing chains get or equivalent get replaced. Who keeps all of this up and who keeps it maintained at this solid level?; Maintenance man.
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Who fixed the leaks in the roof or the small plumbing problems; who fixes the fences. Who keeps the gardens weeds down; Who mows the lawn; who takes care of the lawn mower!
This is a guy with a good attitude about maintaining things… He wants to maintain at a high level; maintenance of everything's; his looks, his clothing, his living quarters, cleaning; keeping things clean, His talents, his car, the ability to follow through on everything like; music art writing creation; video creation; gaming; Hobbies; vacations, and the ability to create family, relationships, house, car , money and so on… “ Keeping this frequency journey; the pathway; the work invovled; keeping it at a high level; maintaining it”. And relationship with God, recovery, and keeping them maintained; keeping the journey for these things maintained; serviced; Working with God for the journey and being on that journey; the maintenance of such things; to maintain myself to start and finish the process for girlfriend; Getting this back in my life; Amen. And their it is.
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what if I want to go skiing and don’t have the money; don’t know where Im going to get it; what if I don’t know where any money is going to come from in the first place… it would come from God and work… but Im OK with it not coming from anything else… I have goals Im looking up to or forward 2; and Im more interested in what I want to do or will be doing and how; and what Im doing can create opportunity for something else; Like the money for skiing because I want a ski life.
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Notice my attitude about all of this; Under God and through God pathways and learning tools to learn how to believe I can get what I want and that working with God will work; after all of this; I focus on what I want and the frequency of what I want and want to maintain. I maintain it because I have a good attitude about the work ethic to maintain things; Im the Maintenance man. Im the guy who maintains everything; I put up the dry wall in the basement or redue the floor in the bathroom or the basic plumbing problems under the sink and so on.
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Painting pictures; creating songs and music comps and stories… Who keeps this work ethic going; ...
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