July 2025
June 2025
The universe is helping me!
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What is the purpose of Phase 3?
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Phase three indicates that the remaining problems with Music,Art, and past relationships ( Specifically my First Love From Junior High-High School years); That all will be resolved by the time Im done with Phase 3.
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In a sense; This has been completed...
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Music; The foundational purpose of music; the universe has given me...
Art; The wonderful but horrid reality of foundation for Art; has been discovered; coming through information from the Universe; Im OKE: Just requires discipline but it has been found; its 2 fold purpose.
I now have reasons when I get up in the morning to make art and to make music; I have found the purposes that fit my interests; all coming from the universe...
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RELATIONSHIPS;
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Technically Im done in general with past relationships; but not done studying what happened with my my with First Love... ITs been found out; bottomed out! Now is a pathway leading out; and Ive been on that pathway for a few moments; a few days.... Fair enough. Still basics to work out; some sharp teeth are still hitting on the way out; So; Ill be back with a file to clean things up a bit; but regardless; its over!
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MUSIC;
What I found in music; The universe created a great discovery. I am to create simple compositions and use hand clapping techniques to start with as the instrument for the composition... The compositions are short enough; I can learn them quickly and walk in front of a group of people and present my composition and perform it quickly and be done with that experience of development. And its all about developing. I can create 200 of these performance experiments and gain great experience that can lead me past the beginning level performer to an intermediate level performer of my music. And all of this from very very small basic composition that can be performed anywhere! All great; This will get me the experience I was missing; the development never understood or developed in the past! All necessary to develop into a composer... of 50% composition; 50% performance...
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ART
ART; God has shown me 2 areas of deep basics; First; I am to break down art into 3 areas as a beginning struggling artist!
Why is this upper statement so important? " Beginning struggling artist"; because it sound of hunger and desperation and determination to survive as artist and even thrive and develop; a thrusting desire to move and move forward. So; Im excited; Im hungry again... Ive hit that radio wave of desperational interest and excitement.
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The next area of importance!
As I asked the universe for help on how to become an artist; How can I get up in the morning and create Art; Why?
Answer from the universe; I was to follow and watch other artists on Youtube and I did; and they described my path. A simple concept; The acquisition of time... If I am to make Art; the Artists suggest; I have to purposely make time for art. I have to find specific amounts of time for the purpose of Art... Within those chosen times; I create... It requires discipline!
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Here is the brilliant point given to me by the universe; If I can control time; the specific time period I use for art. Meaning; I can show up for that time period; and walk away afterward; after the time period is finished and I can learn to do this on a daily basis; Why then would I need a purpose for Art. For if I use that specific time period for only art because Ive trained myself to do so because Ive prayed for the right pathway and tools to develop myself into the ability to set time apart and to show up for it... Then why do I need a purpose to create Art... The whole idea of a purpose for Art meant Id end up creating more Art; and creating Art was the purpose..
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If I know i will be using a specific amount of time during the day to create art! lets say I start with 5 minutes; and I know that 5 minutes is for only one thing; to clear my mind and start creating with art materials.. If ive made it that far through knowledge and discipline to be able to repeat that on a daily basis; I will have discovered the base of developing Art! The time period sacrificed for Art is as important to my Art success as actually drawing a picture.
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If the time period I choose can be faithfully followed and I sacrifice for such things working with God; and Im able to pull this off and get disciplined until my mind automatically goes to a time period of creating art every day; I am insured that I will become an artist! Thus; I do not need a purpose! I mean I dont need a purpose to create Art. Instead I render time to belong to me through discipline and it accomplishes the same thing. If I want more time for Art; I become more disciplined. My appreciation for such things; This is an answer. Its a bit hard; But all the artist I watched on Youtube channels said the same thing... So; Im working on this pathway of work with the universe.
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RELATIONSHIPS:
Im now throwing out topics at groups; How to learn how to love.
I realized; in my past I was picking people to have relationships with; they were the wrong people. It is not there fault.
I picked someone based on my emotions; and they were the wrong people! ( mt emotions were wrong) But it felt right! ...
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An example of dysfunction metaphorically speaking;
(If I wanted to seek a swimming hole in the summer; a pond to swim in, and I used my guidance system; My internal gyroscope; It would feel so right; However, Shockingly I would end up at a desert! and I would be in a state of frustration defeat. Its as if I'm emotionally directionally dyslectic. Looking back at some of the people I associated with and wanted relationships with; they were like; "what is this guy doing here" "who is this guy and what does he want". I thought everything was fine; It was not; I had picked the absolute worst people for me to associate with in order to survive! Now; Im looking back at this dysfunction from a clinical point of view; looking at where I need help.
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I am at this point of looking at this problem; my dysfunctional directional ability for relationships.
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In a sense; if I wanted to meet a nice Christian person; My faulty guidance system would lead me to a Satanist and I would be completely shocked and depressed and discouraged when I find out later after months he/she has always been a Satanist. So; I want to work with God on getting this guidance system that is hooked up to the universe; I want to get it aligned with my higher power; Get it straightened out; So; when I higher power has relationship possibilities set up for me; I go forward toward those possibilities my higher power has set up.
I mean; It feels right when I met someone; I was in the mood for meeting someone; I met someone; Then; they were the wrong person; I did not find this out until it was 2 late. They were completely the wrong person; They never had any interest in me; never felt anything for me. Never suggested they did. I tried to create a relationship where no relationship existed. Finally sheepishly and embarrassed; I had to withdraw because they did not want me; they didnt understand what I was doing on there property or in their lives. This would suggest God did not put something in there heart for me. I was completely wrong!
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So today; Im learning; align with my higher power first; get into that sphere or vortex where God is present and pure; get back into that force field... and stay there with God and move around in there and move with God and walk with God in those places and allow the holy spirit to match me up with other like minded people...
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Im blind and cannot see; but God can see before me!
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So; Im complete newby when it comes to the struggle with relationships; I dont have a clue. I mean it. Nothing; All the way back to my childhood is Television set and Tv specials But no real world present interactions; not really. The people I chose to associate with or spend time with as a boy; turned out to be all wrong; completely wrong; This means; they not only did not respect me; they had no clue about any form of me; Nothing! I absolutely picked the absolute wrong people to befriend... They never really wanted to be friends with me nor really needed to; They turned out to be evil!
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So... The most important thing I can say is; Ive now moved on into the present and this is the new present for me; dealing with my goals future Goals in front of me!
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