New Blog…
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The Goal is to work with God; Im learning the techniques to let go of a PRIDE; The bad kind… The main component Biblically of the 7 Deadly sins… Much work will be required... !
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Pride is a ruthless demonic predator… Pride is like a jail sentence; an electric fence that wont let go… It surrounds me and tells me Im right when Im not happy… Its literally the wrong way.. its like a wrong way highway… Its like eating Cake made out of sawdust. The more I eat the more I starve; But I never know it!
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Pride is what I seek Gods help concerning; To break Pride; To jump down from Pride and start digging under Pride… dig n dig n dig so deep and low; that when I get on my knees to God put my arms out in front of me; with palms up and plead for Gods help with my face in the ground; That when I pray Im far below God looking upward; God Is upward I am lowly… and I beg for help because Im starving; starving for everything in life… I become willing because I become broken… Im below God out of reverence to show got any and all forms of respect that God might share with me a little morsel of anything that will help or give relief… Because; I cannot seem to make things work. Im not managing my life.......
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Desperately; I reach out to God humbly and ask for help.
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I pray to God on my knees below God; as if a starving child who is reaching out for food. Ill take anything I can get; I don’t care…. And Ill eat everything from the plate… If Only God will care…
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In this position of starvation and the opportunity to be given a chance; and that Im reaching upward for something; because Im helpless and in want; In this position; Im in a perfect attitude to receive.. My Pride wont be blocking it Hopefully; Ill be to broken down to care; to desperate…
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That is the goal. I want to receive from God. And it can only happen when Im below God and in appreciation of looking up.
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Here are the goals.
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Wife/Family
Money
House
Car
Talents; the use of.......
Education; What I want to be when I grow up
Occupations; Work; Careers…. The ability to independently go after work Im interested in. To even believe such a thing exists; and that I can feel good enough about myself to participate in it…. TO become what I dream of doing. To become a professional… Or what ever I want to be….
HOBBIES….
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What does the beginning goal of these things look like.
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FIRST: Im interest in a few questions;
A. What do I want
B. What will it cost me…
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If I want a wife; Who am I looking for; And Under God; What do I have to become to equal what Im looking for so I can attract it.
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MONEY; Attracting Money; to be Money successful… TO believe in such things; that I can be this person and have this level of money…. The Pathways… UnderGod…
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HOUSE:
A. What House; What do I want; what does it look like.
B. What will it cost me; How Much….
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CAR
A. What do I want
B; What will it cost me.
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Talents;
A. What do I want…
B. How good do I need to be; what will it take to become that higher standard of what I want to be… Under Gods sovereign state…
What is the standard of presentablility.
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Education;
A. What do I want; what direction
B. What will it take to get terrific grades through the whole process…
C. What will it Cost me…. Under Gods sovereign state.
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Occupation;
A. What do I want
B; what will it cost. What do I have to become to get up to speed for what I want..
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HOBBIES;
A. What do I want
B. What will it cost me!
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NOTE: So; In my first round with all of my goals; Im mainly asking the question; What do I want; What will it cost me?
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Im not looking for more then that right now. Im first looking to answer those questions; those 2 general questions for each life purpose area…
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WHERE AM I RIGHT NOW>
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HOUSE;
A. What do I want
B. What will it cost me.
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Has the universe supplied any of these answers; atleast a grounding starting point? YES!
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Ive aligned with my inner being and Guidance system to the universe; And
Ive seen the frequency of what I want; and Ive had a number; a price for the kind of house Im looking for… And it all felt right. I know the kind of house Im looking for....
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I do not have a dime to my name. Im not doing any of this right now for anything other then information purposes… for now!
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Its the Universe; its been answering me…..
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TALENTS;
Well Now! Ive definitely had a knock down drag out fight with God over this… Ive gotten the answer of;
A. What do I want;
B. What will it cost me.
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The answer is (work ethic) and a high standard of Presentability within the work I do… Is the workman ship of the product of good solid balanced even quality? It has to be; whether its a piece of music or art work or a story; it needs to be at an attempt of professionality. I high standard of finished work. Of quality workmanship. The blue collar work Ethic; The work needs to be even greater then the intellectual art concept within the work.
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What does this mean. It means I can create a picture or painting of a simple beach ball on a beach; But that beach ball and beach better be drawing correctly and of top quality workmanship. It better be good enough to put on someones wall.
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The subject matter can be simply of what Im creating; as long as the workman ship of the product is top notch….
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IF its a painting; it better be even symmetrical; balanced color wise… it better be done and even to all corners… Great workman ship…
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The Craftsmanship needs to be just as good as the idea for the art… A mix of intellectual with Blue collar mechanic; hands on craftsman…
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So; Out of the Goals; what goals do I have answers for….
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To answer the beginning questions of
A. What do I want
B. What will it cost me
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So Far;
1. HOUSE
2. Talents
3. Hobbies
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NOTE; I have not bought anything nor claimed I know the exact house or location for a house that God would want for me. ( I know houses that represent what God and my inner being want ( the style; the look; the presence). I didn’t say I have any money; All Ive asked to start with; What do I want; and How much money for it; What will it cost.
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My goal here is communication with God; thats what all of this is for… So I can listen to Gods voice and know what direction to go in…
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And Ive gotten answers from the universe…
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Asking; What I want; and How much Money for it? These are the basic questions I need answered before I can Ask the universe and ask for money! OR to move forward with an idea or desire…
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My next goal to align with my inner being and God is what CAR!
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Im working on What car; and How much Money for it….. All under God…
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Humility is of the day… that is the work.
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Pride has destroyed all and made it impossible to discover any information from God on what I truly want. It blocks out my inner being; IT blocks out my guidance system to the universe; Thus its not used; its bypassed. Now Im trying to change that…
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