Update to goals; second goals update…
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1. Soulmate construct development.
I am working with God; God comes first. All things are and were taken to God…
In some social areas; I have ignored people… And at times they take notice of me out of curiosity. And from their Ive noticed they may have an interest and curiosity.
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I have taken all things to God… and I work with God first… and Im watching energies surfacing. Im an observer. I know nothing or very little within reality. I am observing and watching.
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I have talked with a several and developed some social skills that have not been unnoticed by others in the group. I have a small bit of a reputation with a few it seems; thats the way I see it within my imagination. That is what Ive witnessed in the real world…
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I might glance at a person and then take that to God and many ideas and concepts build within my imagination under God through prayer and meditation and writing new stories of my life with a person or a soulmate.
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Im guessing most of the time of what might be going on in the real world. But for the most part I don’t talk to anyone and I don’t talk about these inner feelings or curiosities.
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If the universe is building something within and underneath; it is private and kept to myself… Hidden deeply into the sphere of the universe.
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I have made basic innocent contact with some a few times… its cordial and casual. I have collected a few phone numbers and names.
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Some have abandon the idea of being around me before I could call these numbers. Some have gone and some stayed.
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I have called some of these numbers. I did not get call backs. In some specific areas I text 1 message to say hello. And surprised; in an extended amount of time through the days.. I was surprised when I received a text back. The texts are basic; just an acknowledgment that they did receive a text and to have a nice day. Ive not text them since.
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Thus; Ill take all of these to the universe and ask the universe; “ What do I do next universe to practice and learn”; So the universe has reviewed some of these people and for some; a favorable outcome concerning their neutral positions. What does this mean; it means take all things to God and stay to myself. Or take a break and go away for awhile and meditate with God. And work with God until God tells me to continue at the next level.
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So; I moved to the next level working with God but have not been back to any real social areas. I; staying to myself; disappeared. I went off onto my own life and am communicating with God universe for the next step of development with God; and that is happening now.
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I am seeing favorable movement of development into the next level of internal spiritual growth with God and concerning the curious natures of soulmate concepts.\.
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My ability to learn how to function on planet earth is my most pressing concern of these matters.
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Do I really have any specific people yet concerning any form of relationships; NO! However; I feel I am observing the outside world and observing my inner self; internally learning and absorbing the basics on how to live out in life.
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I learn a little everyday; Im satisfied. I spend allot of my time silently around others or Im with myself talking and working with God all day long.
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What was the next step I took; I took the idea of some people; were they favorable people to associate with or was I off the mark. In some cases; They were not safe people to associate with. In some cases; the outcome looks more favorable to approach them in general...
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My life is more of a private affair that is kept silent. I do talk to a few people on the outside of the earth.
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I loose nothing because I am with God. God builds things within myself through my imagination. I imagine many things and keep to myself. I stay to myself.
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I have moved on since last week, last month; last year... the last 1000000 years...
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I moved on onto my higher power; where I am developing into the next step of developments and instructions for my lifes development concerning the idea of relationships.
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ACTIVITIES and RELATIONSHIPS…
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I am now working on the concepts of relationships with God; development.
I have worked on activities with God; I am now working on relationships.
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I will continue to work with God privately on relationship ideas. I will keep my inner ideas of such things to myself.
However; as the energy increases; I will look out for any favorable person or persons that show up through the laws of attraction; meaning; where that energy from God is attracting people or the right people with the right potential; they are being attracted to me. Ill be doing my own thing but watching; we will see if anyone shows up…
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Note; Some people have been showing up in favor with my higher power… I don’t know yet what that means; if nothing else; it means Im slowly starting to head toward a specific alignment; At least I know Im in the general direction.. It might be a wide direction to start with; and I may go through 100ds of people. I don’t know; However; what ever direction Im going in; Even tho; very wide; Im picking up clues along the way that suggest this is generally the right direction for things. However; Im so new to this way of thinking and positive out look; Im a beginner at all this. An onlooker that just a few days ago, decided to take a step forward into the unknown; So; Im no expert on all of this; just a starter looking to set himself up at the starting line of this exploration; and it looks like Im getting close to that starting line for the beginning of this first round of explorations. I have no clue accept this direction seems in favor of my higher power. So; Im Asking God universe for the next step forward. In a sense; without Gods spiritual eyes; Im blind and have no idea where Im at; I have no power in any of this. I have to get used to asking God for the next step and direction or I cant move forward; So Im totally dependent on God for the next step and the next door opening. Amen.
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I will continue to work with God on spiritual matters; the center development of relationship concept. God is developing me.
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BIKING; Altho; to the rest of the world outside myself; and even to myself; I will take my idea of a new bicycle to God. For the type of bikes I like are expensive; in some cases; as much as a used car…
So I am embarrassed about it; it seems reckless and childish and immature to invest a variable large amount of money into a bicycle. SO; Ill talk to God about it until I receive an answer… The goal is to come out of fantasy into reality on this subject.
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Ill end up with a bike or not; when I decide. Right now; the decision process is out; its more the child in me crossing the line over into want instead of going through God…
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Ill have to Keep working with God until I get the say so…
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House; I have to imagine Im at the front yard of a house; and walking in as if I own it… Going in through the front door and sitting down; and it will be at its frequency and I know what that feels like. I have to believe that the house is already mine and Im already living in it; and Im feeling some stuff right now…
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I have to work on God for that… to open up that frequency… Dear God help me open up that frequency so it right here right now; Not; 10000 miles away; and above me.. .Amen
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I have to learn how to align frequencies.
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Car; I will continue to visualize and write stories about them; and work with God to align frequencies.
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Drum room- Align frequencies
Drumming Align frequencies…
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Money; Align frequencies..
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