July 2025
June 2025
Goals;
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Drumming
Money
Car
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These are areas that either need improvement or need to start…
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DRUMMING; I don’t know; This is about getting under it; under God and below God and in front of God and praying for it; flat on my face; hands out in front of me; helpless before God…. And showing Im willing to work with God on anything… Its up to God; I have to try. Im not sure what it is about drumming. So; Ill get below it; and talk to God… to make it part of my life or not… The challenge is places to play… I have to talk to God about it….
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Car; same thing…
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Social
Performing music…
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cleaning things up….
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Its all about getting down on my knees to God and completing through these things with Gods help… Facing some things I cant face or have not been able to face.
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I put many things before God that I made into God… Gods. Now; I know better…. No more of this; I talk to God about these things and work through them so I have no doubts… Or until I have no doubts…
Things get worked out…
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All of these things before God; where Im pleading before God helpless… and asking for help and giving myself over to God and letting God decide…
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And I take the girl who lived up the street when I was young; Working with God to a final conclusion on what happened their. God knows what it is; I have done enough work; I did finally come to an end of working on it in general because I was able to move on just enough; I got the message; its not a good message regardless of the direction. But I have to humble myself to continue to walk on and walk away and move forward. In many cases; I feel like I got seduced by a Witch! And I think that is what happened here. Ill continue to talk to God about it; probably learning from this one experience to the end of my days; and thats no problem for it will be history; and history lessons I can learn from. When Im with my new wife; it will have been worked through… God will help me….
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A WIFE>
This scares me; because Ill have to completely work through the past. Ill have to work through FIRST LOVE when I was a teenager and many other things; so Im present and able to handle things. However; I must remember; under God; God will bring me the right people. God will choose.. Amen…
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I wont be choosing; God will. Thus; I must get under God and in front of God and reach my arms out toward Gods in helpless on my face and on my knees and cry out to God to save me and help me. Help me God… Reach out to God helpless and in trouble; and for help…
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So; I do have an edge or advantage; I can do this; Get on my knees before God and see these things all the way through… all the way to the other side.
Much like a boat that leaves a country; makes it all the way across the ocean; and waiting and waiting; and finally indicates that land is near… And getting off the boat; and stepping onto the land…
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And being on the land getting on my knees and worshiping God and praying to God for help… and Thanking God for I had made it through the storm of travel all the way to the other side.
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I have the ability to see these things through; And that is the big test here…..
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This is a test about putting out a subject and showing God I trust God enough and my self enough and Im smart enough to work it through with God to the other side. And so; that is my work now. Amen. And I have to trust God to see it through to the other side and accept the other side; when I come back out into reality… and wake up… wake up from the dream…
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