July 2025
June 2025
The new step with God concerning dating….
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Dear God; show me how to interact with the people you are sending; How to meet them…
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This means; I go somewhere and show up and out of a crowd of people or something; or I meet someone randomly or through a friend; maybe its someones sister or something…
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Its learning all the preparation of meeting someone.
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This is truly the next step.
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Certainly Ive studied such techniques through books n websites for years; This is something different; this is from Gods perspective… This is real world. Into the real world I go…
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Ill be learning how to handle the real world… until I find those people God is sending me…
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Ive noticed 2 kinds of people; Asian Girls or Quaker girls… That seems to be who shows up. Thats literally who has shown up… But Im to bashful to say hello or take it any further… I wouldn't the slightest how to take it any further.
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Its more like I see these people but they are not accessible. I would have to meet them through a friend or at a party or something… Ill work with God on these things.
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How would I know who to call or ask out. What about age. Im an old man. Any old man will always feel comfortable thinking they can go out with younger women. But they cant or they are dreaming; will be led on and dumped by those younger women; But who knows.
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These are the chances I have to prepare for…
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Sometimes I feel this is ridiculous; Like Im just way to old for any of this. To attract anyone; but the other day at the Post Office some chick was checking me out….
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I have to learn to give God a chance with me in these situations. Its so heart rendering; so much horror and damage from all of this when young. I stopped dating before I started; never got involved again after the first girl I loved; realized I meant nothing to her and I was being played. I don’t like to admit it but its true. This was happening because this was the wrong person to associate with. But no one could tell me. I knew everything. I was horribly insecure and needy; I had no love and was thrown away… but the world did not care; No one did. I had no friends; nothing.
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This one girl I called and wanted to take an interest had no interest in me. I think I was around just for her kicks for a few months; she had no real other prospects yet and just kind of let me hang around; but I meant nothing to her… no respect for me; just contempt and little if no attraction; nothing… I had the unfortunate concept of thinking I could help her because she was not loved. Unfortunately I did not know what I was talking about. She was just fine. I was the one that needed to be loved; not this person; and I will pay for my folly of finding myself at the wrong house with the wrong people.
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I was no longer interested in ever getting involved with women ever again. I had seen to much… They were horrible people. Monsters… I had no idea… They were like criminals. Godless… Even those claiming to be involved with God; Nothing; just a show or a front. These people were not safe!
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Now I seek my very first girlfriend.
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When I was 14; This First girl I met Ive described above was suppose to be my first girlfriend; Never turned out. I never got anywhere… she was not interested in someone like me. I was crushed and heart broken. No matter what I did or how hard I tried; she simply made it clear she could get better… And hopeless I finally gave up and just dropped out and went away.
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Now; under God; Ill see what can happen. See What God wants for me… I just wanted a wife; a girlfriend that turns into a wife; thats all I ever wanted. I still believe. The problem has been; Wrong people…
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So; Ill be working with God on this concept of leaving the wrong people alone and concentrating on the right ones.
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This is by far the worst type of thing to go through; its just horrible…. Having to go through strangers to find out if anyone likes me or would take an interest in me…
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God Will show me how to get started with all of this…..
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and how to work through it for my time left on planet earth.
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I have to believe Im going to get a wife.. have a wife or that I already have her in energy; I have to believe first and I have to work with God and give God a chance…
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NOTE; One strange thing about the first girl I fell for. Altho I mentioned I meant nothing to her; she was never attracted to me. One strange thing; She acted competitively. And all sorts of other things; as if she was trying to ghost me. But she never left me. Never. I went around her about 4 times; I could have taken things further every time but did not; I would not allow myself around someone that didn’t value me. Why someone who didn’t value me was allowing me into her life was strange to me.
This person never left me but I meant nothing to her…
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I don’t know. Here I am almost in the coffin and I want a women. So… atleast someone to talk to…
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So; Im asking God how to meet these people; interact with them… How do I meet them; approach them; those women God is sending me.. How will I act and dress.. and what will I say. How will I take if forward from there.
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And This I Where Im at..
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