Shorter blog; Not that much to say concerning the philosophy of thing today; because; Ive already worked on the philosophies of things for a very long time. Now; concerning some goals; Its strait to dealing with reality for them; In others; Ive got the reality picture; but not up to speed nor out of the Disney fantasy Unicorn psychoses channel yet. Meaning; Im in denial and not quit ready for reality; Im still riding around on pink unicorns in Mine-craft yet think Im on planet earth and everything is normal and Im right and “ You all”; The rest of the world; are wrong!
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So; On some subjects; Im much further along then others; However; whats different now; is my strength and how far along Ive gone closer reality; to fit. Where Im at realities door step in general on some things; On others Im right behind the door so Im somewhat close…
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MUSIC CREATION; I was able to listen to God Universe; Holy Spirit and Sunny Jesus; And finally able to here the final word on it!
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Here is what I was told; “ Create my music… Create the pieces and songs… Write them; and the lyrics and what ever else ornamentation and orchestrations; Practice them; Memorize them; Get them down perfect. Go out then; and begin to perform them anywhere I can or want; People are people; They will acting; some nice; some atrocious obnoxious; so; I know the score; just go do it anyway. If I have to use older tuffer equipment; do so…
However; have it all practiced first and memorized; Then go out and perform my pieces to the public.. And get used this concept of writing practicing memorizing performing; for it is all breathing. Breathing in and breathing out. And their it is; this is the base answer for what I was looking for regardless if I like it or not. This is the only pathway! And its a Pathway of wisdom in the end for there are not expectations; thus; no resentments.
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I cant hold anything against crazy people when I know those are the only ones Im ever going to perform for for that is all that is on planet earth.
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Learn to appreciate the experiences; Look for the good in them…
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NEXT….
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WOMEN;
This is not specifically the best information yet; meaning; its not strait from the consciousness of the stars on the other side of the Universe yet… Its close; Ive added in my own touches through my dissociative conditions.
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This means the info from the stars is 50% coming through; Im adding the rest of my interpretation. And Im not ready for this interpretation yet…
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So; what does all this mean; what does it all add up to…
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Here goes;
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Concerning Women; GO TALK TO THEM!
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And there it is! Its that simple… Talk to all of them; what ever happens happens.
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Ill have to open up again; with all the rejection and danger… Meaning; I wont be accepted by allot of them. Hopefully many of them will; but he idea; ( Just like in music); When I stop expecting things from people; when I can see them as all crazy and Im going out into the world to participate with them; I understand its all risky business. No one owes me anything. I work with God; its that simple.
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So; GO OUT AND TALK TO THEM; Their is allot associated with that. Lots of unknowns with strange people that can turn on me completely in 100000 different ways. Ill have to trust God and keep working at things out there talking to people. I cant say it any better… Well; thats because Im not the one saying it; God is. So; there is it; GO OUT AND TALK TO WOMEN.
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Heres the deal; This ability to be popular and talk to people was destroyed when I was younger; I finally no longer trusted anyone. I was done; However; altho I had legitimate reasons for not talking to people anymore; I also never Got married; never had any relationships worth talking about. I was taken advantage of numerous times because I wasn't mentally awake and did not meet the right people. Nor did I have a plan and go after the right people.
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So; today; their it is. Is it aligned like with music; NO! But it kind off is my interpretation of where I think the universe in all practicality and common sense is sending me. I can feel it; but Im still not developed or mature enough for this yet. Im still in the horrors of the adolescence period of my life. So; Im not there yet; still much prayer to go.
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As for music; IM THERE!
It doesn’t make it any easier; not having any illusions about things; I get it; Im going back out their to give to the people; their ya go…
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So with women; Ive got the right idea coming down the pike; but not the maturity or development yet; still working within those basic fields.
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ART; Dont know; Think it might end up much like music; Make my Art; make what I want to make; not what I think others want to see. I make my own stuff and attract who might be interested in doing something with it; or just follow that God pathway concerning Art; and let the universe help me… Amen.
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Money; This is a hard wall. So ill be working with God to open it up. I want things just like anyone else… And so; Ill be working with the universe and laws of attraction on this stuff.