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Relationship directions…
God Pathway…
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So; Im now at that place with God and self.. Im talking to God and Im going to work with God…
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I would like to meet new people for relationships; real relationships….
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Im interested in falling in love…
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This time; The goal: To work through God Pathway… God attracts people; They are screened through God…
On my side of things; I have friends I work with; Im not lone; I have people to talk to concerning relationships when I need it.
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I don’t know what Im doing; Im starting out new…
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In the past; I ended up falling in love with people who had no interest in me; I do not want to do that anymore. I would like to grow up.
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PROBLEM:
Needing my mother and father and family; needing to be loved and taken care of. The problem is; I had no power… I found myself around others who didn’t feel anything for me; I needed a 1000 times more then they needed me. I ended up giving myself to people who I meant nothing to; and I was destroyed many times..
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So; the goal is to have contacts and friends on my side so Im not alone. I have God… I follow a God pathway…
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Maturity; My Goal is to have a grown up adult attitude about situations when they go wrong; possibly having no expectations to start with. No one owes me anything. And learning how to accept this and live this way…
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Ill work with God on it.
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Its all new working with God on this; co creating with God for my relational future…
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However; this is what Ive been working toward for a very long time.. And Im here very close to the beginning…
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Im so knew to this aspect of my new life; Its maybe authentically a day old.
SO IT BEGINS>