July 2025
June 2025
To Banish!
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First Love
Best Friend Growing up.
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It is time to work on banishing them from my thoughts for ever. It will start with prayer; Asking the universe for help and to help me know how to banish them from my thoughts for ever; The universe knows how to do this... Ill keep working with the universe on this. It is time; this is the direction this work will move toward... Slowly; steadily erasing every memory... We will see what the universe can do for me...
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send (someone) away from a country or place as an official punishment.
"they were banished to Siberia for political crimes"
Similar:
exile
expel
deport
eject
expatriate
extradite
repatriate
transport
cast out
oust
drive away
evict
throw out
exclude
shut out
ban
excommunicate
ostracize
Opposite:
admit
readmit
forbid, abolish, or get rid of (something unwanted).
"all thoughts of romance were banished from her head"
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BANISHMENT...
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I am in the middle of a quest; to banish 2 people from my head; to banish the memories; useless waisted memories of 2 people...
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These people were useless to me. They actually used me or succered me in.. I was in need and I thought they took me in. I was wrong; they were destroyers and I was destroyed completely; hated; mis managed; used completely; Innocent was I; I never knew; not really. Innocent as far as they are concerned..
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In shock they never knew me. My value for them was way off the chart relative to how they felt about me. They thought of me as less then human and worse and certainly someone of a worthless nature...
of course I am not trash; altho these people thought so; I simply had no other place to go...
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I am working with God to get rid of them from my memories.. to keep working on it; until these people are completely gone from my nervous system and I do not remember them nor have any reason to remember them.
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Im so lonely; and all I have is their memories.. and it keeps me from dealing with my loneliness or bad feelings about my present self and condition. I made these people into more then what they are. They wrote me off as a fool... both of them...
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I will continue to work on this; on them; on the memories of them within my mind; my imagination; For I want to become present as I am with my worth; I don't want them in my mind as part of my past... I want them gone...
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So; I will continue to work with God on this... This is the next step; I don't know how to get rid of them completely from my conscious; but the universe has techniques for me to banash memories; get them de powered and out of my system; thoughts. If I am not fed by something or it does not feel good; i will not think about it...
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I have to place these people into negative rolls with in my mind so I wont think about them. This can be done; I can face them on paper; writing in dialog with them to start with. Ill keep working on it...
That is my goal; full banashement; to a point I dont need them anymore and something better has taken over my mind in those places; where Im not so desperate.
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