Positive aspects of everything; Yes! Why would I do anything less. Im learning how to do this; it's slowly changing me. Im getting it. Ive got goals; they require positive view point; not the brainwashed negative view point taught to me by narcissists and psychopaths/sociopaths/sycophants /child molesters/hustlers/2 faced liars/pure evil people/filth scum... Godless lawless... The corrupt.
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I do not have to continue to live according to the brutal damage those type of predators conditioned me under. I dont. In fact; if I can believe Im getting everything back that was stolen from Me; I will; Ill get everything back. And thats what Im working on; getting back my original identity; and thats whats happening.
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I pray everyone has the type of car I want; the type of relationship I want; the type of house I want; the type of neighborhood I want to live in; the type of schooling I want and schooling experience; the type of friends I want; the amount of money I want... the type of vacations I want; the type of safety I want. the type of family and love I want; all the way to their last days. The type of success I want... I pray everyone lives like I want to live and has what I want to have. All people to the last moment of their existence. I pray that; and Ill continue to pray this until it doesnt bug me anymore and I no longer care so much about judging other people; because I want to go build my own life; not focus on someone else... I would rather focus on getting a car.
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On getting a car.
Im learning how to think successfully concerning a car. And that is a big deal because Im learning how to think positive about the whole experience daily. negative wont help me; its just wont do anything good. Feeling defeated may be how I was trained but it wont help or work here; that type of abusive brain washing must change and I come back to my real self again; positive self; its not easy either.
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Looking back; My mind was completely dissociated from my original self; its completely brainwashed in many areas; sunk under? kept under the water; under the current of abuse. Im submerged not emerged... something like that. Im learning how to free it.
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Right now; its the test... I want a car; am I willing to do the work necessary working with the universe concerning a car. Thats what Im working on; on a daily basis.
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Im learning to take all things to God Universe and find out how to treat it; what is the cure for it to get things back to a positive belief of outcome on all fronts; and I have many fronts.
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Lots of work here at deeper levels. Deep levels of fear and abuse.. and pain from daily assaults when young. Could not protect myself; had no place to run; This was done to me by psychopaths. No where to go and no home anymore or original way of life. I hope in the future they can detect the psychopath and thus exterminate them from this planet as fast as possible. The damage they do; they basically can kill children in a 1000 forms and get away with it.. Destroy peoples lives and nothing is done to them. Ridiculous use of our law system.
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This is another area of growth Im looking into; I have to work with the universe and let it unravel with the universe and get plans from the universe.
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Im doing allot of written work and meditation and studying of the laws of attraction through coaches channels on YouTube. ITs all free stuff and theirs gobs of stuff to study... And books... and such...
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Women. That channel has opened up again. Ive got to loose weight. I lost 20 pounds; but got it all back because I hurt my shoulder. And its out for another month. ITs a good time to get back on the bike and liquid diet again... Its up to me. I can loose weight. I can gain weight...
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I want my weight off if Im going to meet women.
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Art; ITs up to me; its becoming free. If I want to make a career out of it; Ill talk to the universe about it... and keep building on it.