July 2025
June 2025
So; an introduction;
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So; Ive worked through enough of FIRST LOVE; That its a kind of empty jar… I might see images of her in the jar; when I do I eradicate them the way someone shoots a blast of Raid bug killer on a spider or I use other means in my imagination and explode the image dissolving it or blowing it apart immediately.
Its still irritating but very colory transparent; its not got much life left in it; that ghost. The most part much of me is present relative to this specific situation; She is not; she is a shadow dancing on the wall; a very short small shadow easily erased… and I do; I hit it with the hose and wash the wall of and her with it and that is that.
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The more I fight back; and get her out of my new mind; the better… And its happening… She is disappearing . Im not sure what role she might play at the ending of my life; I don’t care either accept I think it will be mostly gone or fully gone?
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Its gone enough; Ive moved on enough to now create the steps in my imagination to a new relationship.
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I will explain.
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THE DEVELOPING OF A NEW RELATIONSHIP IN MY IMAGINATION;
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1. I picture myself in a safe familiar place in my head; imagination; Ive picked places from my childhood; like a yard of green grass to practice on.
2. I create steps in first person POV; I look down in front of myself; I see steps in colors; they look like foot prints made of different lighted colors; blue, great, yellow, red; orange, purple and so on; all lit up neon light style.
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3. A sign that reads; RELATIONSHIP PATHWAY sits in front of the steps; At the end of the steps is a platform that reads; FINISHED; I walk up on that platform when I've reached that destination by walking the steps.
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4. At the end of the steps just beyond the FINISH platform; right at the end of it is a silhouette of a women; I use my imagination to kind of feel out what she is like; tall; hair length; waist size; what Im looking for… Black hair Asian maybe… God knows… Im just starting with it; she has on a long dress; but I cant really see any details. And its not important right now.
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5. I began to walk the steps. One foot after the other. I walk about 20 steps; I end up on the Finish platform; And I have my arms out; she has her arms out. I walk right into her with a big hug… I feel it and her for a moment; And then I start all over again.
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That is the beginning process of my imagination work for a new relationship. I can modify add and change things up as I go.
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The key is to keep walking this scenario; over n over n over until my subconscious believes its happening.
At some point women will start showing up in the real world; and they will have their arms out and other things.
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The key for me is; This process is now happening.
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THE PAST
Its been vitally important to lose myself from past relationships so the universe can move me onward and thus I can start a new; I can practice in my imagination for new relationships with little to no past getting in the way.
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The universe made it clear to me. I must be free of the past first before the universe will help me. And the universe gave me the tools and continuous insight to work on the past; the expectations; the disappointments the resentments; the insecurities; the co dependencies and other thoughts. Ive been working on it for a reasonable amount of time..
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So; a new charter begins for me.
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The key is; I work processes in my imagination; I run skits of what I want to happen over n over n over and then I will start adding feelings to it; wonderful great feelings of depth… The universe shows me how to do this. I get help with this.
I will work these processes until I believe; until I believe so much I demand they show up because they are already here…
This is where the work is.
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Ive worked for several years in the recovery process on this subject of becoming free from past relationships…
Im not perfect; Im not completely free I think; Yes; No! I don’t know! But its enough! And Im moving forward…….
Its a starting place. Lots of work to be done here..
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