July 2025
June 2025
Stepping in to a new life; I use those words purposely.
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These words indicate several things; First; Action; and its moving forward; that means some forms of completion have occurred concerning the past. PTSD and everything else is still present; I still get triggered at multiple levels. However, the part of me seeking a new life through recovery is much stronger. Much stronger! Solid relative to before. However, To the regular girl and guy on the street; to the general Jill n JOe ! Im still sick mentally. However, I have my secret victories no one else knows about.
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Stepping means awareness of direction; Im practicing forward... And Im doing it by myself. Meaning I have support but this is a brain thing not bronze... This is about working with God on new pathways and strengthening them. Im strengthening new pathways in my imagination and on paper in my new stories of my new life; and in my drawings as I draw pathways and Im in them and Ive added others for my future relationships and many things... I have much to imagine!
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ITS A NEW DAY: AND I MEAN A NEW DAY:
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Things are heading into manifestation level. Im leaving the past and have been moving toward my own indepence... That means I see myself taking footsteps within my imagination to my destinations; And in reality more more feeling I can do this; I can do more n more as I create pathways in my imagination... Pathways; Gods pathways to my goals.. Practicing and more meditation is showing up; and more stories of my future I write... More n more... creating drawings of what I want and pathways and symbols of my directions and symbols of footsteps and goals and many things; safe houses.
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Walking down a pathway for what I want. Im getting strong enough and actually excited for my future without a past.
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No past; it means Im feeling better and Im heading outward to create my own new reality; in fact; its all ready started...
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Its started but its a mentally paraplegic undertaking; my legs are hardly under me; assuming I can even feel them or know where they are in the present. Before with dissociative disorder. I could not feel anything...
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So; things are different. I want to practice taking steps to my goals over n over n over watching myself get stronger over n over n over
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