So it begins;
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Its important to start….
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More time with God
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More work; much more work…
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Goals;
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1. Cleaning up different aspects and rooms within my living situation.
2. Lose weight
3. To have a girlfriend; and this is about manifestations; and it is in sections of a much bigger expression.
A. Get that first section down; Work with God; get up to the first sections of 6 sections; coming back to reality. Ill try to define more of this later.
4. Money; working with God at a deeper level here.
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5. Auto? Ill talk to God!
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6. Living without my First Love; Moving on from here… Seems its already happening underneath… She doesn’t seem to be in my heart; she seems to be in my mind… memories…
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7. Music Comp; Performing. This means actually creating a stick comp; like a 15 second little thing; write it out and perform it in front of people using sticks or hand claps…
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8. Art; How about a serious about a dying person; their face; different forms of it; 8 little pictures…
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9. Real manifestation work with the universe; meditation… its time to up the level of manifestation work..
I think thats it; more clarification needs to be met. Im looking for starting positions mainly into these new areas; where Im over the starting line solidly! Showing signs of working for what I want and believing again…
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10. I can see myself as a producer DJ type out in front of the audience… and I have a companion; a wife supporting me at the home front; I can feel and see all this. Ill pray about it… I can see all the music electronic equipment.
Ill make sure this time; Im inline with a higher power all along the way before I allow anyone in… I mean; I can see it because of the way I feel..