July 2025
June 2025
Ive worked through my past; I have no other people to work through. Im done. That means what I just wrote...
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Now;
Now its time to manifest a new life; That means moving into the future and thus bringing the future into the present.
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Walls exist in the future.. or to look at the future; walls exist. Its kind of interesting. The past had many walls for the universe to break down. interesting how; the future has just as many walls but its from the perspective of looking outward toward the future...
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So; I have to create some basic goals and pray about them... and start writing stories about them; start feeling them in positive ways; or start feeling others things I know are positive; and then transfer those thoughts of what I want onto those positive feelings... lots of work here for manifestations... ITs all work.
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I have allot of limiting beliefs and Ill have to work on those and new ones to take their place... keep working with the universe...
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I have walls and mental illness and filters and all kinds of problems connecting to the present and future. I have a smashed in fractured personality that was ripped to pieces; its like a stained glass window of cracks and broken glass; all of different dysfunctional shades of see through colors... And yet; those are the cards dealt to me... amazing... Ill talk to God and work with God on breaking through into my own lane.
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Meditation and prayer. especially meditation; when the universe is sending me something I must receive it; and I have walls up; lots of meditation breaks down those walls; thus I receive what the universe is sending me.
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Its very lonely time for me. ITs like a whole world of the past lost its power and interest in my focus; However, now Im back to wanting to be that kid again I was when growing up; but I dont have that house or neighborhood yet or anything else. That is what ill work on. And Ive got allot of PTSD and CPTSD to work on.
Im still messed up from dissociative disorder.
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I would love to find more educated groups to recover in. Many of the people are fine. Its the few that are creeping me out...
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So; if i want things and want people to join me; friends and others; Ill have to work with the universe on this... Thats how things will now get done.
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Ill have to really learn how to stay in gods pathways and never leave that alignment with the vortex...
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