July 2025
June 2025
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(Romantic relationship issues with Women); Getting understood; getting straightened out! Ill try to explain.
Im looking for a best friend (Safe); thats all its ever been about; looking for a friend. Im back in touch with this; Someone I can build a relationship with; A helper sent by God.. A SAFE helper sent by GOd... I have no doubt; Now that this is getting straitened out; That Ill begin moving in this direction and exploring options and concepts brought to me by the universe in this direction...
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And I will be working with God to attract such persons for this potential; Ill be attracting down the God Pathway... Ill be doing allot of prayer; lots of visualization of what I want and story writing of meeting this person.. And drawing it out; the scene of it... SMILE!
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Music n Art is basically solved; as far as recovery is concerned; I dont need to recover from any basic walls keeping me from working at music and Art; However; the work is hard and Im slow and not very skilled at anything; so; the realities of this are humbling.. Anyway; Ill still continue at it and see what happens...
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NOTE: As for music and Art; So far; Im talking about a home creation situation and a very beginning of showing the art work out into the world when Im ready or performing the music when ready; simple simple basic starting things. And I dont know what that will be like; Will more walls go up; I dont know. So; FOr Now; in my present situation; things are going OKE in the music creation and Art creation areas... As good as can be expected right now.
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NOTE: I received another Purpose for my Art... So Im appreciative about that. It feels right. Ill ask God for the same thing concerning music. .
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What is left for me;
Money/Car; These subjects are not in the present; they are still in the Little kid imagination mode; its as if im a 7 year old or 6 year old looking out at the world.. Im not attached to such things as money and car.. its a little embarrassing to say that; but its true...
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The work Im doing in the recovery process is not simply to obtain a thing of desire. Im attempting to learn how to build a sure-proof method of obtaining a thing through manifestation work; THe process is what's important to me; and certain aspects of the process stand out as important... Learning that I CAN do something or afford something; That is the kind of change I want to believe ( A change of attitude and a change of belief); In order for this to happen; I have to shore up the gap between my small child mind in fantasy that is running things and the adult mind in reality. I have to cross the divide from child fantasy to adult into reality; or atleast child in fantasy land to child in reality; that's where all of this will start; I have to be in reality; that's what counts... Im working on that...
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MONEY CAR: This is the biggest challenge to work on; concerning; moving from Child fantasy to reality; This trek or journey! Im slowly starting out working on this subject; exploring it...
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