In the middle of LOA
What does that mean….
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What does it mean?
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When I first attempted to manifest; I started with a red cup. This occurred after 1 year of exploring LOA.
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From a red cup; I manifested several other things along the number line. Finally; Bigger things…. and the struggle to understand that I would have to change if I were to get close to people to get what I wanted; What God wanted for me.
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Soon; I had manifested one more women at the meetings interested in me. It was Gods way of saying that I had made a mistake but was not learning. Their were no women at these meetings I should get involved with. The problem was looks and their hunger. Some very beautiful women came through those meetings. Hot and troubled. And they liked me; But not so fast; none of them were safe; not one I can remember; and its gotten worse or ive gotten better.
Not one is safe. The last one was worse and no better. She did appear to like me; but I cant tell if that was genuine or a sociopaths fantasy.
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So; I was manifesting soulmates; I mean; it might as well have been plastic dolls; but I did do it.
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So; whats next; I manifested something else.
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At some point these things; manifestations become bigger and more serious. And that is what Ive been working on; building until I was ready or more serious or developed for the bigger areas. And that has shown up. Or Ive shown up.
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Im on to something bigger; a car. Now; for a car to work out; I have to take the car from the fantasy stage; bring it into the reality stage of frequency where Im at. I internalize it. Feel it in my heart and mind inside; Fantasize about it. let it develop within me until it becomes an obsession. A good one. And once big enough; start working with the universe on the plans of how to get it. In the mean time; Im drawing it and visualizing being in it and driving it. and going to vacations in it. and taking women out in it on dates…. Im on online forums about the car and YouTube vids…. about the car.
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Soon; I start telling the universe to bring me the plans to get it. and I know the year and make and model and everything about it….
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When i ask the universe for the plans to finance it; That is another kind of manifestation… and that internalizes as well and obsession for that builds… and the universe directs my path for that as well…. So; it accomplishes 2 tasks….
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And the whole of a thing is where Im at; just curiously looking into this… being at this level; learning what it would be like to slip into this level. Try it on…. Im growing into this level.
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of note; the psychopaths of the past destroyed all this within me; this precious development. IT was violated out of me with daily assaults of different forms.
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Now; God is bringing it back; my development; under the care of God; protection. And Im slowly learning. Learning how to trust again…
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Trust is a big word.
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So; I have an idea; I take it to God; God starts the process of sending people and places and things and I began to become trained and aware. And soon a picture of what I might want begins to form. and soon more information comes my way.
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I finally start to visualize what I want and write about what I want. And it grows and I start detailing about what I want; the details and I internalize it into my heart and mind and this process is one of doing the work to bring the project into my reality or frequency. And at some point I internalize it making it mine... Within me it grows with an obsession; a good one and I fall in love with it. and think about it all the time. And soon I demand God bring the means or ways for it to show up. And thats kind of where Im at now.
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The key is; here Im talking about a car; so; this is starting to develop into the big time; not just small change. Now; Im talking about manifesting relationships and cars and money to pay for the cars and maybe houses and vacations and occupations and such... So; Im now beginning to move into the bigger things. Maybe. I mean; we will see. I dont want to spout of any.. Im not any good enough at anything for that....