July 2025
June 2025
Manhood;
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That is the next step; The next step forward is my manhood…
This is the manhood I would have learned growing up; And that will never happen under that regime for they did not care about me or what happened to me. The good news is; It can happen under Gods sovereign state and it is… Im showing up; and thus because Im in Gods realm in Gods sovereign state; I get to work with God on it.
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Im at that place; Im in the middle of it right now; that Gap area between boyhood teenage-hood; Young man hood and manhood. And Im making my way up the ladder of manhood…
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Its all God directed; Im a little kid inside and God is has taken my hand and is leading me on a journey to my manhood; And God is my Mother and My Father; and God is leading me; Guiding me instructing me, taking care of me on this journey to my Manhood.
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Most things I want in this life; they require me to be a Man. And the things I want are in the middle of society. And So, God has a plan for me to change; change from where Im at into this Man to get the things I want… And that is what is happening.
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Why is this so important or of value right now; Well; I have several levels of foundation. And so Im making a smooth transition to Manhood; That would be the perfect utopia concept; Kind of; Their is no real smooth transition to manhood; its all brutal and caurse and ruff. However; Im a-bit-uz to the idea of it and further more; ready for it Kind a… I am; However,…. Im still a small child inside being taken by the hand of God; taken on the hunt… and learning…. God has me… Im accepting… God is the Treacher; God has my interests at heart… The Universe is on my side.
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I have to become a man in order to show up to the things I want; I have to become a man because God wants me to become a man; A Caveman to survive; And God will turn me into one if I desire what is out on the hunt and I do.
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If I am to hunt and have success as a hunter; I must become a Caveman to do so…. I am turned into a cave man.
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But how is this possible without ever having any parents and being stripped of my life when young and completely lost; and later addicted to substances ( For a short amount of time; but a convincing amount of time)and vastly mentally ill. What do I do. Well; God has the resources and techniques and tools for such a job; and when I become a student the teachers appear. For me; This is all under God; In Gods sovereign state.
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As I mentioned above…
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1. I GET to do things today; This is the new change of attitude adaptation. This is a real philosophic change. This is internalized as a way of life… And I got this from my 12 step meetings…. I have a philosophy for living and it is based in Attitude; a change of Attitude; I GET to be part of things today… its an appreciation.
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2. Work Ethic… IF I work for it under Gods sovereign state; it will always materialize… This is from the 12 step meetings I go to. I have changed it around with Gods permission to suit me and my situation. IT means that; since Im under Gods sovereign state and under Gods supervision and control; I get perks; being able to work for something under Gods light; it will always materialize in Gods compound; his tribe; His living area that I belong to. When Im In with God; I got extras; and this is one of them; If I work for it; it will always materialize. ( The key is; I have to always believe; and this is possible if I work with God; God will show me how to believe; The Universe will teach me how to believe). This means for me; this is an add on to the laws of attraction and success based thinking; thinking like the wealthy; doing what they do; thinking like they think. However; all things are done and taken to God first; I co create my life with God. I co create with God for my future; A Wife, Money; House,. Car, Career, Job; occupation, education; vacation; All things… including the successful creation of a Family under God. And successful ways with God for a good relationship and a sturdy steady relationship with God Holy spiritus; Sunny Jesus; the Angels; and the Universe; My Galaxy Justice league. In addition; problems with Mental illness, Maturity problems; addictions; God also is the tool keeper for this help. God brings the mentors and the sponsors and the teachers and guides here on earth and the instructors, the helpers for such things as these….
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So; here I am growing in ways society would not even believe… In ways that are not taught in society.
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Anyway. Ive got a future. And I can see myself turning into a man. And this is possible because Ive gotten a good foundation from God. And when I say I can see it; it means; I can see it in my imagination. And if I can see it in my imagination; ( Frequency's are getting close to matching up)it means Im getting closer; and this is happening because I believe. And I believe because of all the other smaller successes under God in this direction… Ive crossed many gaps and built many bridges over the unknown; Ive built them under Gods care and engineering. In addition; walkways have been created that I can pass through to the other side and the side of safety and new.
And thus; Ive slowly been building with Gods help to this point that Im at now; a point that passes on and through a vast field of barbaric landscape that I must face; a brutal utopia filled with ruff jungle terrain; This is the gap the No-mans-land I must face and walk through and face the grief that is left of my past; that it be shored up. And I walk through this field of uncertainty to the other side to start a new chapter of trusting God. I have to be trained the same way a gladiator is trained before he goes into the arena. The Sward must go into the fire before it is hardened; And hardened like steal it will; For a Steal sward survives where a copper one or paper mache will not!
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A Caveman will always win… He is trained to win… Even if he losses in the eyes of society; He still wins because he is of a special bread in society; He is half beast half neanderthal and half human… He is a Natural biologically created cyborg by choice. For a beast, Neanderthal Tyrannosaurus rex with a human brain on it will survive and will be possible to gain the desires of ones mind and body under Gods direction.
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So; willing; giving myself over to God to turn me into what ever I have to be turned into to become what God has for me.. to be that which can obtain and handle the maturity levels of what I seek under God.
When I call out to God and pray to God; God thus turns me into what is necessary to obtain that which I desire. The world does not revolve around me I revolve around it. And so I do what I am told to do if I want what I want from God… I go through God to get what I want. I patiently wait on instructions from God to become what I want to become.
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When Im inline with God correctly; a force; a force of energy comes through me and gives me confidence… Because Im doing right in the eyes of God…. That does not mean Im perfect. I just means Ive worked with God and Im being blessed and cared for; I guess. I turn to God and humbly wait… What else can I do.
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As Ive mentioned before…
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I have 2 philosophies given to me by God; and these created well into adulthood. Things I never got from parents or anything.
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1. A spiritual successful approach to Attitude; a Survival Attitude… An attitude that allows me to win in life.
2. Work ethic; If I work for it in Gods sovereign state; it will always materialize
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And I will talk to God about these things and work with God on them asking God to help me develop in them and explore them as a 12 year old child explores the woods…
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So; God continues to grow me….
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MANHOOD is where I am going; it is needed if I am to obtain the desires of my heart; I believe internally this is the direction that God is taking me on… .This feels like the right direction with my inner being alignment and with God above… Universe…
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Ill keep working on it….
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Ill keep working on God for help.
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