I have allot of goals.
As I extend back into society again; Im kind of at the very very beginning of a base; is it a real base; well; sorta;…. A Base within the beginning of society.
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Its like cellophane jell; The Wall. Im going from the past to No-mans-land up to New-land; Im now on that New-land about 100 feet; and then I hit this wall of clear transparent Jello. Im in the middle of it slowly progressing through this 15 foot thick wall of clear Jell. I went from the old me to the new me. From the new me Im on new land now; slowly making my way through the Jell wall… This means; Im being transformed from the past to the present new interactive world Ill be crafting into… No matter where go when I open up into this new vista; These new Areas are not connected to the past; they start at the other side of the Jell wall; as I will be.
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What does this mean? It means I level up when I come out of the Jell wall. It means Im ready.. Ive gotten up to speed into a new world.
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Does this mean Im completely ready; Im beat up from the street up. But; I am officially on the other side. Or; Im on this side; this new side of the wall. This is society. Im on the side of society. That means Im on the edge of society… But Im in society; And from there Im like much of me has no confidence. Im beat up from the street up. Half of me has no confidence… most of me has no confidence.
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Much of me has nothing going on concerning outside society. Nothing to do with society; not yet…
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So; Now I slowly work with God to accept the past is gone and slowly move in ward toward society. Into society.
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Im now beyond that gate; Im on the other side of that gate. What awaits me; Well; all my goals within society and how I work with God to go after them. Thats where Im at now!
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Its the new me as I am…
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