July 2025
June 2025
IT BEGANs
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Ive started the preparations of a new life;
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This means Im manifesting;
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This type of manifesting is a bit more innocent and honest and refined; not that I was ever not honest or innocent before; I was; but this is a more sincere advanced honest view. Im not manifesting to practice. I started studying the Universe laws; LOA coaches on youtube 10 years ago; based on the Book; Think and grow Rich; Napoleon Hill. Im now back working with; listening to one specific coach Neville Goddard. Ive listened to several coaches in the past; However; I pin back n forth at times to different coaches. This coach “Goddard”is having a curious impact on me right now; Im resonating with his work at an understanding level. Studied him in the beginning along with other coaches; I imagine all of us do in our beginning stages of LOA interest…
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SO IT BEGINS>
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Ive been working toward this moment non stop for 6-7 years…
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This started when I was working with previous sponsors from 12 step groups. One such person; I began to work on FIRST LOVE. However; I worked on self in general; I was still not done with that previous life; this was the beginning of questioning of how to go from that previous life to a new one. Thus; I worked with God on this; and the answer; With a new found sponsor; I was being taken through a journey process to the other side. And it was very hard; like sitting in the Dentists chair for 1 ½ hour sessions about a million times consecutively.
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With new sponsors;
After a year of working with Someone on this new change; God made it clear it was time for me to work on FIRST LOVE> And thus it started.
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Now; officially; its ended..
Im still working on FIRST LOVE; I will be working on THAT; for the rest of my life; everyday I imagine; to slowly lesson the severity of the wounding and confusion this incident brought to my life at that time and now. This reminds me more of a car crash then an assumed relationship/situation-ship/ introduction-ship; months n months of being in a “stranger role introduction-ship”; where I fell in love with someone; and they felt nothing for me and had no interest in me; and in the end; it was my fault for not following God in the first place, and getting out of there!
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NOTE: FIRST LOVE: Unfortunately; she was a sadistic personality disorder looking to harm me; That's all she was; she was out to injure people; anyone that was naive enough or innocent enough or stupid enough to ever associate with someone of this nature… Thats all it was…… Someone was trying to disable me; That was their goal; nothing more…
I was lucky to get out of their alive; I can thank Gods constant torment for that… He kept jabbing me in the soul to get out of there.. I finally run away and came home… but it was 2 late; the damage had already been done.
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HERE I AM:
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Here I am now!
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Because of this work; Many areas of equal temperament and frequency have been smoothed out and set fourth on an even plan of interest. This time period these events sit it; this dark time period Finally taken to God; and the results.
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I FINALLY REVERSED THE PAST: I STARTED OVER: TOOK EVERYTHING TO GOD FIRST…
Ive prayed now about past events and present interests.
THE WORK:
Working through past events that I may through the universe; gain more personal power; And by working through; softening up these events from the past and interests of the present; Im able to walk through them and around them; over them. Im able to get way in front of them.. Im able to get with God in safe places at vast distances and on my knees; began to pray. And so it begins; I learn to pray for what I want; Because; Im starting over…
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I have have about 6 goals; and I start praying to God about them in general; 6 desires or manifestation of interests.
Im out in front of them. Not participating in them yet. NO! Instead; Im doing things by the book; I have a God pathway and an understanding for such things. I stay on the path! God is at the end of the path. I work with God always and first.
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And so it begins; I have new goals and I want to breath life into them. So; Im telling my God my desires… And it starts here. Amen.
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