Im now talking about strait Intimacy problems within and from the beginning of my life. This is pure subject. Im not talking about relationships concepts anymore. Im talking about strait intimacy problems from the beginning of my life… In a sense; Im exposing pure weakness to these people in these meetings; I can already see many women getting turned off from hearing this kind of thing. O Well. Ill never be in their sights; but I will recover as my higher power wants me to; And my Higher power will bring the right people and places and things when Im aligned for such things through meditation and new written stories concerning my new goals; as if I already have them.
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Problem or challenge; When talking openly about intimacy problems; it takes me back to 2nd grade; and I have to remember everything and how everything feels and who I really am.. And its hard because of the memory of losses of that time period; its all very hard.
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My goal is intimacy with other people; connection.
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Because Ive pin pointed the issue; “ Intimacy” as the problem; and Ive suggested desire and goal or solution in the place of this problem; I want to be intimate with others in many ways within society; meaning friends and girlfriends and later a wife and family; I want to be connected within society; because I have this pin pointed goal; If I continue to work on it daily; It will emerge; it will manifest.
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When I wanted to learn how to play guitar; I spend years talking about it; what I wanted; what was in the way; the psych challenges and attitudes and personal fears surrounding it; Finally years later; it happened; it took much work and much open ended expression around others; but it worked; I found my pathways under God; Universe helping me; And Smash! I stuck it out long enough to learn how to play the guitar; at least a solid beginning level; and Ive worked with other musicians playing basic acoustic guitar and singing; So….
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I believe intimacy will be no different to manifest the Guitar playing; Art creation or music creation. They were all challenging and took a long time to manifest; However; its happened. Ive used quantum leaps and laws of attraction… and Think and grow Rich; the book; by Napoleon Hill; And other Laws of attraction coaches.
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So it begins…