July 2025
June 2025
Im a 12 year old who does Art…
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This is newest identity. This is the most modern identity of myself as new person…
Im now checking levels and defining myself concerning a thorough investigation of self; Where Im at right now.
Im a new creation under God; I Am ( Emotionly Maturity) A 12 years old in development and a Daily Artist. My Art ability is solid through out the day. Its present as I am present so far; The new me concerning Art; No problems! This means I can apply myself to Art, day or night, everyday from now on. I don’t have the phobias or blocks associated with Art as I have before. Does this mean Ill not have problems in the future… I do not know; but I wont have walls and phobias blocking me as before….
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So;
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Ive developed and or put a name to the first Personality description of where Im at in my new life new person; Age 12; Artist.. Solidly of great value as a human being. And their it is… .
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So; I have to do the work to continue;
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The goals are
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For my new self;
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Wife; its starts with friends and then once that is developed; I toward girlfriends…. Meaning relationships romantically; This will be a while.
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Im starting to show signs of making friends with others the way Im suggesting before a make a girlfriend.
Im fairly solid at this time in this beginning of development for learning about friendships… Enough to call myself a solid beginner… I would say; Maybe more problems; but I would call myself a solid average beginner… Im doing Ok; Maybe well; concerning my goals; maybe not the standards of society would expect; but solidly beginning.
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Ill keep working at this… In some ways; some parts of this friendship; Ive hit the wall and must grow beyond the limits of myself. I am at that point… In this area of development for girlfriends; Im not there yet; But Im right there; but have a No-Mans land in between I have to go through first; once coming out of this No_mans Land; I hit the earth; the outskirts of society again concerning it… That will be in the long run; It will be a while. Once that happens; thats the beginning. Once back in society again; a continuation of friendship development under God; and from there at some point; The level of frequency of girlfriends begins to appear on the horizon; Meaning, I would be heading into an all new level; at the beginning. But Im not there yet; and that level may take a few years to develop and actually get to a point of meeting women of the requirement of girlfriends. And even this would not suggest that I am meeting anyone; it only suggests Im down Gods pathway to that level of the beginning of this plateau; this starting point of new Plateau. This plateau may take several years to develop; I don’t know. Im at the place of 12 year old in emotinal development; and that is authentic and well earned; who creates Art work.
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Now; I have to work with God to go beyond this…
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Its as if the philosophy is over with; Ive made it to age 12 authentically and what I identify with is; Art! And thats who I am and all I am. Thats all I am for now; IF You meet me; thats all you get; nothing more.
I am valuable and I value myself; Im a high valued person and this is who I am… My maturity development and my interest or calling or identifiable; My amurity earened is 12 years old. And Art…
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So.. Their I am. I know who I am…
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What Now.
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When I was young; actually at 12 years old and thrown away from my parents; living with others; unfortunately; monsters….
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I took off one day to the bike shop and asked them for a job; I didn’t know what else to do; I wiped down the bicycles. I didn’t know what eles to do; I had no father; nobody; Nothing. I was thrown away.
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So; I tried… But what is important; I went out into the real world… and tried something.
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And Im doing that now.
Ive had support to get to this point again; The 12 year old is back as the 12 year old again…
Now what…
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So from here; I talk to God and work with God…
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When going to groups now; I don’t have much to say…
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It means; I go out into the real world…
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Ill continue to pray and work with God…
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RELATIONSHIPS;
Im no longer trying to be more then what I Am. I am what I am. No way Im going to hook up with people who are not of my cultural strange upbringing. The new me is JUST the new me; no extras…
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I will have to pray to God for he right kinds of people to show up…. People that value me and no one else. Ill have to really work with the universe a this point and be dedicated to my goals… Amen
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