July 2025
June 2025
The next big situation; The next big answer;
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The Past; those from the past; relationships;
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THE ANSWER: I WAS MANIPULATING>
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Its all very sad…
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As I remember; working with God to investigate all these relationships that went wrong.
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unfortunately; One of the final answers is MANIPULATION… I was simply manipulated by people who were just using me. Or; were just playing me; I meant nothing to them.
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Its sickening; Right up at their door; Right when they opened the door for the first time; they were already putting the hook through my throat as the doors opening; at the same time. The point is; I was manipulated right from the start by people I meant nothing to; nothing! Its all so very sad… My God!
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THE GOOD:
However; working with God; Some answers continue to come…
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Im now at a point of working through relationships… Im right at the end of this…
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And sadly; working with God; I was simply manipulated from the start.. From the very start; very smoothly and silently and aggressively. Meaning; Manipulated before the door was even opened. Had no idea what was going on.
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And thats all it was; Manipulation + I meaning nothing to them. Thats all it was…. Nothing more. And this does shock me down from head to toe. Looking back; it was just someone taking advantage me; nothing more.
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This is not a bad thing. Not Now! This is a hard thing but a fantastic thing now! Because it truly sets me free. I really don’t have to go any deeper. We will see; but it is shaking out to being a simple case of absolutely being used by people mindlessly who never cared a dime about me or ever seeing me again. Knowing this; I don’t expect anything from them; I don’t expect some great loss at this point by not associating with them anymore… I cant associate with them anymore or expect to; as I know who they really are now. And I have a much better clearer pic of what actually went on..
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Its still hard… But Im free.
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I don’t think theres much left to cover. There might be.
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Today Im working with a higher power down a God Pathway… What I want I manifest down a God Pathway… and that is all. I don’t go outside my lane. Ill have to learn how to manifest down that pathway…
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So I am getting back on track. I am surviving these horrible horrible situations where Im treated less then garbage and I don’t even know it. I don’t even know what is going on. And I have no idea Im being manipulated and played the whole time 100%; and have no idea what is going on. Only be finally gotten rid of because the other person doesn’t value me at all; Nothing. And I have no clue of what is going on; nothing. Just horrible.
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Now; Im already moving forward as more of this past evil is slowly disappearing.
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Im right at the beginning of starting new again. This means learning how to manifest down God Pathway.. Putting more time into it. Allot more time.
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Putting time into musical song writing. Keep at it; keep building and practicing and writing and writing lyrics. Putting in hours…
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Ill work with God on this.
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Finally feel like Im just starting to move on from this; from the past.
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