Should I become a rockstar; I dont know...
Should I play drums; I dont know
Should I pursue women and relationships; I dont know.
Should I pursue money; I dont know
What type of work; I dont know
Should I pursue a car; I dont know
Should I pursue a house; I dont know
should I pursue vacations; I dont know
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Im not sure what Im suppose to be doing; working toward.
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With mental illness; I did not pursue anything when young. I could not.
Now; I can; maybe. Should I; I dont know.
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I could not pursue anything before. Now; maybe. I was 2 mentally ill until recently.
I must remember this.... Maybe Im embarrassed because of all this.
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Ill be pursuing things for the first time... I must remember this; I dont want to get hurt. Ive been destroyed in life; I dont want more of it; I hate this... I dont understand. but I know how dangerous it is to deal with the world.
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