Not much to report today. Other than this blog, I haven't really thought of gambling. All day I was in the now and present. It was actually quite cool, now that I think of it.

I suppose I'll have peaceful days and trying days but I'm not going to let my guard down. I know it only takes me 10 minutes to get into something that takes me months (financially speaking) to get out of and can so easily be the ruin of me, so I'm going to be carefully optimistic rather than cocky. I KNOW that voice isn't gone, it's just laying in wait.

Short blog today. I've got one more appointment at work (it's okay, I"m on a legit break) and then I'm home for the evening. I've set a LOT of blank time for me in the next while. Believe it or not, crashing on the couch, for me, isn't even remotely a trigger (thank God for small mercies). I'm just going to watch TV and enjoy being a couch potato to celebrate the start of what seemed impossible 3 weeks ago... Week 3 of not gambling!!