i have a rapid mood change problem where i will cancel and pull out of clinics.had it years. by its own nature it makes it hard to stay on treatment for things. today asked if there was anything i could do like sign my right to treatment to the doc so i have to attend. theres nothing .its the one thing i wanted help with and now it looks like i cant get help.
so thats it for me.its been with me 40 years and ruined my life so enough is enough,i cant stand upsetting people and ruining clinic appointments anymore. no friends left walked out of every job ect ect. there is a time to give in and go to sleep forever.