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by rehtnap on Wed May 11, 2016 7:12 pm

im loosing the plot. i have suicidal thoughts every day i just want to go to sleep and not wake up. i have endless days with nothing to do stuck in a small village and im now convinced anything i do try will end in disaster so i just do nothing.i cant stand it much longer im having thoughts of just harming someone so i can be locked up. i talk to my dead ex partner everyday i cant forgive myself for the way we split. i have decided to up the dose of my antipsychotic to see if it will dope me down as i have spare tablets and ive read at larger dose it numbs the brain.i talk to myself a lot i dont know why. soon i will end it all i cant go on like this. i have an occasional good hour but that means nothing in the days of torment im going through. god help me i hope if i end it i get it right.

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